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Along with Kismet's signature "We have so much", and Howard Wallace's ever sagacious posts, I'd like to tell you about the treasure chest I keep in my head.
I've been meaning to get a blank bound book to inscribe events in, rather than relying on my memory, but that is yet to happen.
My treasure chest contains moments.
Moments of accomplishment, to be sure, but more the moments I meant something to another, or I experienced they honestly valued me.
Yvsa, one of those moments came when you gave me something precious to you.
Uncle, when you left the forum with me to go back to Nepal is another moment to be taken out again and again and treasured.
Munk, we've not yet met in this life, but I know I have a brother in you.
Mostly the moments relate to something beautiful happening between me and another. Moments shared.
A mystical experience on the reservation when I danced outside my body, when my heart felt it was bursting into full bloom.
Walking down the hall to inform the nurses that my father had expired, knowing I'd been with him to the end.
added on edit: Pala telling me I am a Buddhist and giving me a double dorge on a neck chain.
also added on edit: Finding my avatar belt buckle at a dance in honor of a friend, when I thought my soul had been killed, learning my soul could still bloom even if it had turned blue.
I want to write them down so I can remember instead of letting them drift away. So when times seem tough for all, I can take it out and remember by reading that I'm still the same person I was.
Must be time for my medication.
I've been meaning to get a blank bound book to inscribe events in, rather than relying on my memory, but that is yet to happen.
My treasure chest contains moments.
Moments of accomplishment, to be sure, but more the moments I meant something to another, or I experienced they honestly valued me.
Yvsa, one of those moments came when you gave me something precious to you.
Uncle, when you left the forum with me to go back to Nepal is another moment to be taken out again and again and treasured.
Munk, we've not yet met in this life, but I know I have a brother in you.
Mostly the moments relate to something beautiful happening between me and another. Moments shared.
A mystical experience on the reservation when I danced outside my body, when my heart felt it was bursting into full bloom.
Walking down the hall to inform the nurses that my father had expired, knowing I'd been with him to the end.
added on edit: Pala telling me I am a Buddhist and giving me a double dorge on a neck chain.
also added on edit: Finding my avatar belt buckle at a dance in honor of a friend, when I thought my soul had been killed, learning my soul could still bloom even if it had turned blue.
I want to write them down so I can remember instead of letting them drift away. So when times seem tough for all, I can take it out and remember by reading that I'm still the same person I was.
Must be time for my medication.