I am currently on Klonopin for anxiety. My doctor said to stop taking it after I get my new meds (Librium and Buspar.) Yes, I am taking it because I cannot deal with the withdrawal symptoms of alcohol, and because I am quitting drinking again. I was only given a week's supply, and he wants me to come in weekly for a while to monitor me as I try to get off the alcohol.
I'm not one to abuse drugs either. I am too chicken for that anyway. And I want to quit drinking. The main reason I can't is because the withdrawal symptoms really are too difficult for me to endure, and I'd probably end up self-injuring if I had to feel it again.
I have a very good relationship with my doctor. He is young and incredibly knowledgable and willing to go out of his way to help me out, even as far as counseling (he told me I can call him anytime) and he's even called me from home before when he couldn't reach me during the day (to discuss my recent blood lab work; it turns out I have something called Von Willebrands Disease, which causes severe bruising and excessive bleeding/problems clotting.)
My doctor is well-known for NOT prescribing things except as a last resort, and for taking the time to research things ahead of time and know what he is talking about. He has previously recommended herbal supplements (he's also very knowledgable about that kind of thing) and even refused to prescribe me anything in addition to the Klonopin and even told me to decrease my dosage from three times a day to two times a day, after I switched to him from my previous doctor who WAS willing to prescribe me just about anything. I started seeing him on a recommendation from my best friend, last fall, I think. I can't say enough good things about him, and I have NEVER had anything good to say about any of my previous doctors, and I've been through lots, having moved so many times and had so many health problems.
He did discuss it with me too, and sat with me and answered my questions. Of course, he also recommended the typical things: AA, rehab (again), online support groups, which I already have, and even stuff like journaling.
I just wanted to hear some personal experiences with it if I could, in addition to that. Not because I don't trust him, but because different people might have different experiences. I didn't intend to start a thread that would have people trashing my doctor. None of you know me nearly as well as he does, and I am honest with him about everything, which also attests to his trustworthiness and manner. I don't feel comfortable talking in person to most people about such personal matters.
Yes, I've tried to quit drinking on my own, I have been through IOP rehab, and I have quit for weeks at a time, but the withdrawal symptoms for the first several days or even a week or two are horrendous.
Thank you for your replies. I hope I have made myself a little more clear.
~ashes
p.s. Sorry for not posting back to this until now. I did try to last night, but my computer keeps freezing, and it happened again after I wrote my post. I think I have a computer virus. My aol won't work at all right now, just in case anyone may have emailed me (so please don't feel offended or snubbed!) I'm borrowing my father's dial-up account. I should be able to access my email from work, hopefully, if I have a chance this week. I don't get any breaks at work except for lunch, when I take my dog for a walk, so I usually have to stay after work if I want to use the computer there. I'm almost always online on Saturdays, when I work in the store, in between customers.