Well, when it comes to knives (and guns) I've noticed that my mind always tells me to go for the best value. But eventually, you're going to get the one you really want. I remember when I bought my first pistol, I went through the same thing. I didn't want to spend $1000 for the Sig P226 that I wanted, so I opted for the cheaper CZ SP01. Even after I got that gun, I realized I still longed for the Sig, so eventually I sold it (at a significant loss) and bought the Sig.
The same thing went for my knives. I wanted a SARsquatch really bad, but for practicality reasons, I ended up getting the NMSFNO. Not a year went by before I sold it for a SARsquatch, the blade I REALLY wanted. The NMSFNO is a more "capable" blade for most uses, but there was just something about the Squatch that connected with me.
I feel the best thing to do in these situations is to just get the one you really like the most, regardless of everything else.