Well....
I've been away for a bit. Had to take a break. A month or more ago (maybe 2?) i started getting terrible headaches and my hands started falling asleep. I went to the doctor and i have high blood pressure. On my second kind of medicine for it now and it seems to work.
I quit smoking AND dipping in about 3 days. The tobacco and bp meds made me a bit of a fnckstick for a while. My wife is great btw. I still want to smoke, especially after eating or something else (it's been about a month i guess since i smoked or dipped).
Then last week i discovered a lump on my throat . Specialist says its an almost 4cm tumor on my thyroid which needed to be removed yesterday. It comes out next week. My wife is doing some weeping. Especially since the specialist says there is a small chance that the thyroid is cancerous (like 1 in a bizzzzillion). I aint scared (yet). I've been in waaay worse scrapes than this being a policeman. That tumor is getting the middlefinger from me!
I've been walking and trying to watch what i eat. Let me tell you bkheads....that sucks! I want to eat a chocolate cupcake and smoke a marlboro at the same time. I've held strong at 180 lbs, i'm determined not to gain alot (some is okay) from quitting tobacco. But patrolling for 12 hours makes one reflect on the ole' copenhagen longcut.
insert many four letter words here from me..........*(&%^(*&%^*&%^$%&^%$ !!!!!!
I've snuck in here a few times and in JK Knives forum. I've missed some cool stuff. Like....special edition tweeners and patches...damn!
I haven't been a long time member but i am a Beckerhead.
Since Moose gave me a beckerhead number and then i just disappeared, i felt that i owed the BK forum an explanation.
I've been looking to my Father who is on his throne wondering whats been up? I can guess all evening about the what's and why's, it doesn't matter. He might just be softening me a bit (i do have a tendency to be an arrogant ass at times). He and I talk more now. I spend more time with my wife and children now (instead of buying guns and knives). I'll buy more later on.
Steve
Revenuer
Beckerhead 303 (love that bkhead number, thank you Moose)
Proud supporter of JK knives
I've been away for a bit. Had to take a break. A month or more ago (maybe 2?) i started getting terrible headaches and my hands started falling asleep. I went to the doctor and i have high blood pressure. On my second kind of medicine for it now and it seems to work.
I quit smoking AND dipping in about 3 days. The tobacco and bp meds made me a bit of a fnckstick for a while. My wife is great btw. I still want to smoke, especially after eating or something else (it's been about a month i guess since i smoked or dipped).
Then last week i discovered a lump on my throat . Specialist says its an almost 4cm tumor on my thyroid which needed to be removed yesterday. It comes out next week. My wife is doing some weeping. Especially since the specialist says there is a small chance that the thyroid is cancerous (like 1 in a bizzzzillion). I aint scared (yet). I've been in waaay worse scrapes than this being a policeman. That tumor is getting the middlefinger from me!
I've been walking and trying to watch what i eat. Let me tell you bkheads....that sucks! I want to eat a chocolate cupcake and smoke a marlboro at the same time. I've held strong at 180 lbs, i'm determined not to gain alot (some is okay) from quitting tobacco. But patrolling for 12 hours makes one reflect on the ole' copenhagen longcut.
insert many four letter words here from me..........*(&%^(*&%^*&%^$%&^%$ !!!!!!
I've snuck in here a few times and in JK Knives forum. I've missed some cool stuff. Like....special edition tweeners and patches...damn!
I haven't been a long time member but i am a Beckerhead.
Since Moose gave me a beckerhead number and then i just disappeared, i felt that i owed the BK forum an explanation.
I've been looking to my Father who is on his throne wondering whats been up? I can guess all evening about the what's and why's, it doesn't matter. He might just be softening me a bit (i do have a tendency to be an arrogant ass at times). He and I talk more now. I spend more time with my wife and children now (instead of buying guns and knives). I'll buy more later on.
Steve
Revenuer
Beckerhead 303 (love that bkhead number, thank you Moose)
Proud supporter of JK knives