i am a lost college student who is paying thousands of dollars to learn about things i dont like and so i can get a job i hate. my passion in life is knives, tactical, throwing, hunting, tomahawks, balisongs everything. i have a large collection and know a lot about knives, accept how to make them well. i want very much to go to a good school, or anywhere that i could learn the techniques to become my own bladesmith. i am very serious about this. i feel overwhelmed and don't know where to start. i would greatly appreciate any help or direction anyone could give me. i live in CT so anything on the east cost would be great. thank you.