well i got really mad last week and hit a concrete wall as hard as i could and smashed my hand with what the doctors were calling a bad "boxers break". i can already see myself getting less aggressive with fighting and i know when i get this damned cast off and start taking my classes again im not going to be as aggressive as i was. i've earned a reputation in my dojo for being strong and aggressive and i dont want that to change, i also don't want to break myself again, or break anyone else for that matter. i know breaking my hand had nothing to do with my martial arts stuff but it still had to do with fighting in the sense that that wall could have been a person...