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Unless you have ALOT of time on your hands, I'd suggest
a Stihl 017 (14" Bar) and a 20 ton hydraulic log-splitter :D

A Khukuri would be more efficient for limbing...
-WarrenR
 
Buckshot, let me ask you a plain question. We are known for our freindliness here but recently a poster took advantage of us.

Are you the poster known as Burafan?




munk
 
yes :(
I only wanted to come back. I can't do this anymore this thing has become an entity unto itself. I just wanted to be someone Christmas had me depressed. I could continue this lie But why?

I can only ask you how it feels when you read about bura or kumar or the exclamation kami and where is the sweet spot on a blade and which one is better.... it's wonderful

I made a bad mistake... Am I being unduely punished for it by Rusty and Uncle Bill? No... I got caught with my hand in the cookie jar munk and im sorry! Desperatly sorry.

I'd rather be a cur dog and lay on the outskirts of camp with just a glimpse of the fire than to be foresaken:(

I am only a human and I made a mistake!

But I can't lie to you munk this lieing crap isnt for me I have no more stomach for it.

I've re-lived that dreaded post over and over again in my mind. I do not know why I did it. Maybe my zoloft needs to be increased. This is the first website I have ever found that I really loved...

And I blew it, I violated everyone heres trust and friendship and to all of you I appologize.....
 
Bura Fan:

I don't hate you. There are some here you insulted and harmed, but I am not one of them. I could explain point by point what happened and what you did wrong- but I can't fix you from here. It is not your making mistakes that got you banned- it is your attack/apology mood swings which left everyone feeling you were untrustworthy.

Most people here believe in redemption. You can too. Get some help. Get some therapy or make some friends and talk to them. You strike me as one cut-off-from-humanity individual. Then, perhaps later, you could approach Rusty and tell him what you've done to change and why you want another chance.

Bura fan, we didn't do this. You did. Making an ass out of yourself is not the worst thing which could happen to you. Wake up and look hard at yourself. There is nothing there new under the Sun. You are not original in your mistakes.

At this point it would be asking too much, and it is too viotile (sic) a time to remain. At least you acknowledged who you are now. That isn't a bad first step. You didn't attack anyone, you didn't lash out. Work from there.

Brother, I'm telling you as good as I know how. Do this on your own and maybe, you can come back some day.


munk
 
Thanks, munk. Someone has got get him to stop his mind from bouncing all over the place like a superball and sit him down and talk to him. And then he needs to listen and apply it.

You put it well, in that while I'm right p/o'ed at him about now,I don't hate him. I'm frustrated over the whole thing and feel sorry for him. He needs help that we can't give him. Maybe this will make him more willing to seek out and pay attention to the help he needs.
 
Well said...makes me proud to be a new member here myself and to associate with the kind of people you are.

(I'm so new I don't even know who the Ladies are from the Gentlemen)
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Originally posted by munk
Bura Fan:

I don't hate you. There are some here you insulted and harmed, but I am not one of them. I could explain point by point what happened and what you did wrong- but I can't fix you from here. It is not your making mistakes that got you banned- it is your attack/apology mood swings which left everyone feeling you were untrustworthy.

Most people here believe in redemption. You can too. Get some help. Get some therapy or make some friends and talk to them. You strike me as one cut-off-from-humanity individual. Then, perhaps later, you could approach Rusty and tell him what you've done to change and why you want another chance.

Bura fan, we didn't do this. You did. Making an ass out of yourself is not the worst thing which could happen to you. Wake up and look hard at yourself. There is nothing there new under the Sun. You are not original in your mistakes.

At this point it would be asking too much, and it is too viotile (sic) a time to remain. At least you acknowledged who you are now. That isn't a bad first step. You didn't attack anyone, you didn't lash out. Work from there.

Brother, I'm telling you as good as I know how. Do this on your own and maybe, you can come back some day.


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+10

It sounds like you have a bi-polar chemical imbalance. Seriously. Go to a doctor and find out if something needs fixing. You can balance everything, but you need to see a body mechanic to do that. Give yourself a break and get checked out. You can't deal with problems unless you get them quantified.

Takes much more courage to go to a doctor and ask for help than it does to turn ostrich and ignore stuff. You can show real courage and do it. You can be proud if you have the courage to ask for help!
 
Dude:

My wife was fine, then she became very depressed. She was treated for Depression and Anxiety. She did some therapy, and got to others who were surviving this thru meds and true communication (with others and herself).

She felt great--for a while. Then, while taking the depression meds, the impossible happened: She became very depressed again. Well, after some diagnosis, they realized that she was bi-polar, which brought on a change in meds and therapy. The meds gave here the head space to work through stuff, and learn about herself.

She is also ADHD (Attention defecit hyperactive disorder), which made it very hard for her to focus or concentrate, her mind flitting about at best, a maelstrom of cyclonic chaos at the worst. She also has Dyslexia. Conquering these was a cakewalk to the Bipolar, but it is all steps along the way.

These conditions began to affect her physically and mentally. Once the chemicals were balanced out by the meds, she was able to sleep, had less anxiety, ate well and was less reclusive (more social and friendly), etc.

She says it was a life saver. without it she says, "...That oncoming lane of traffic looked like the answer..how easy it is to cross the line..." She has come a long way to say that out in the open, to admit it to herself and others. She said was as if there was this bad/dark/opresssive person living inside, she was even able to illustrate this thing.

There is no shame in getting help, the shame is in not getting it. Get a friend to help look up a place on the 'net or the Yellow pages, and drive you there.

Read Phil's post fer ye. A slight adjustment of the chemicals can be the start of a new and wondrous world. You just need help with the start, but it is you who can fix you, and this is very self-empowering. It is an enlightenment.

Keith

P>S. If you're on Zoloft, you can probably get some Xanax, which help with anxiety and the overwhelming feelings, and the flurry-minded feel. That may give enough clarity to let you the above options over.
 
It has absolutely horrified me at the number of people I've had tell me that the first time they ever felt normal was their first drink. That they had lived 13 or 15 or 17 years of childhood misery and hidden it.

Those people don't need booze, they need prescription drugs. If they get them and therapy maybe they can enjoy a drink or two now and then.

If they try to self-medicate with alcohol or street drugs, they will end up addicted and still not properly medicated. Then they have to fight addiction on top of a chemical imbalance and a royally screwed up life.

( This rant probably won't help our banned person, but maybe it'll help someone. )
 
VERY much agree with Rusty, as my old roommate tried medicating himself that way. SUppoisedly on real drugs now, but that doesn't help fact that he's complete scum. But things were worse before he got on drugs he needed.
 
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