I'm buying myself a christmas presant: I want to get a relativly small ( no huge Kabars or Busses) fixed blade for primarily self defense ( I know thats not PC at all, but I thought i'd be honest). I'd like to also be able to carry it concealed if able. I'm looking at TOPS and they seem to have a great selection of small fixed blades, but there are too many options. I'm not completely sold on them, so any suggestions would be appreciated, either on specific TOPS models, or other brands. Thanks.