Shamrock,
That is a very heavy Chitlangi. Way heavier than my 21 incher which was about 25oz max. Your chit is very much like my gelbu special- about 21in and 32 oz, a real beast and sweet heavy chopper. I remember when I got my 16 inch WWII, that it felt very heavy and big for me and now I swing that 21in 32oz gelbu like nothing.
Give yourself some time with your new blade. To be sure you WILL get more khuks and keep searching for the elusive "perfect fit". Most khuk folk have more than one khuk just like a wood worker, lumberjack, or farmer will have more that one of any implement they use. Here's whats weird: I'll get a khuk, be like "Meh, not into this one" leave it be and screw around with the other khuks then come back to it and then that damned thing just starts singing to me, as though being with the other ladies brings out whats really special about this one, so to speak.
I think if you live with your blade abit and try her out you'll find you will grow to be able to handle it. Think of a khuk as a sword, hand forged for a warrior: although made just for him, he will have to marry himself to his new blade and learned from it and grow into it even though it might have been made perfectly to spec for him. We knife folk think that if a blade is made "perfectl" enough that somehow by design it will then perfectly perform anything we want it to, magnifying our strengths and shoring up our weaknesses as a person. It will be the perfect skinner, chopper, splitter, woodworker, thrower, defense blade we always wanted. More and more I do things the more I see it's my training with a blade, really ANY blade, that makes the difference; you just gotta live with that thing as though there's no other options in the world and you will very quickly figure out how to make do. More over, with a well made khuk you will start seeing the genius behind its particular design and the kamis' ridiculous skill in making them.
-worst case: just trade that puppy up if you dont like it or sell it: trust me it won't last long in the trade post. Lemme know if you r looking to find a new home for it.
