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Army personnel lost in the crash on Hi. and Dale Earnhardt at Daytona, just wanted to say I'm Bummed. They will be missed.
Here's to those who have a dream and turn it into reality.
Duane
 
I brought this over from another site but I thought it would fit here,they "earned it"

This letter moved me deeply, thought I would share it.....
from CPT Stephen R. Ellison, M.D.
Emergency Medicine
Emergency Department
military Level One trauma center
San Antonio, TX


Earn This

I am a doctor specializing in Emergency Medicine in the Emergency
Departments of the only two military Level One trauma centers.
They are both in San Antonio, TX and they care for civilian
emergencies as well as military personnel. San Antonio has the
largest military retiree population in the world living here
because of the location of these two large military medical
centers As a military doctor in training for my specialty I work
long hours and the pay is less than glamorous. One tends to become
jaded by the long hours, lack of sleep, food, family contact and
the endless parade of human suffering passing before you.

The arrival of another ambulance does not mean more pay, only
more work. Most often it is a victim from a motor vehicle crash.
Often it is a person of dubious character who has been shot or
stabbed. With our large military retiree population it is often a
nursing home patient.

Even with my enlisted service and minimal combat experience in
Panama prior to medical school, I have caught myself groaning
when the ambulance brought in yet another sick, elderly person
from one of the local retirement centers that cater to military
retirees. I had not stopped to think of what citizens of this age
group represented.

I saw Saving Private Ryan. I was touched deeply. Not so much by
the carnage in the first 30 minutes but by the sacrifices of so
many. I was touched most by the scene of the elderly survivor at
the grave side asking his wife if he'd been a good man. I
realized that I had seen these same men and women coming through
my Emergency Dept and had not realized what magnificent
sacrifices they had made. The things they did for me and everyone
else that has lived on this planet since the end of that conflict
are priceless.

Situation permitting I now try to ask my patients about their
experiences.

They would never bring up the subject without the inquiry. I have
been privileged to an amazing array of experiences recounted in
the brief minutes allowed in an Emergency Dept encounter. These
experiences have revealed the incredible individuals I have had
the honor of serving in a medical capacity, many on their last
admission to the hospital.

There was a frail, elderly woman who reassured my young enlisted
medic trying to start an IV line in her arm. She remained calm
and poised despite her illness and the multiple needle-sticks
into her fragile veins. She was what we call a "hard stick." As
the medic made another attempt I noticed a number tattooed across
her forearm. I touched it with one finger and looked into her
eyes. She simply said "Auschwitz." Many of later generations would
have loudly and openly berated the young medic in his many attempts.

How different was the response from this person who'd seen
unspeakable suffering.

A long retired Colonel who as a young USN officer had parachuted
from his burning plane over a pacific island held by the
Japanese. Now an octogenarian, his head cut in a fall at home
where he lived alone. His CT scan and suturing had been delayed
until after midnight by the usual parade of high priority
ambulance patients. Still spry for his age, he asked to use the
phone to call a taxi to take him home then realized his ambulance
had brought him without his wallet. He asked if he could use the
phone to make a long distance call to his daughter who lived 70
miles away. With great pride we told him that he could not as
he'd done enough for his country and the least we could do was
get him a taxi home, even if we had to pay for it ourselves. My
only regret was that my shift wouldn't end for several hours and
I couldn't drive him myself.

I was there the night MSG Roy Benavidez came through the
Emergency Dept for the last time. He was very sick. I was not the
doctor taking care of him but I walked to his bedside and took
his hand. I said nothing. He was so sick he didn't know I was
there. I'd read his Congressional Medal of Honor citation and
wanted to shake his hand. He died a few days later.

The gentleman who served with Merrill's Marauders, the survivor
of the Baatan Death March, the survivor Omaha Beach, the 101 year
old World War I veteran, the former POW held in frozen North
Korea, the former Special Forces medic now with non-operable
liver cancer, the former Viet Nam Corps Commander.

I remember these citizens. I may still groan when yet another
ambulance comes in but now I am much more aware of what an honor
it is to serve these particular men and women. I am angered at
the cut backs, implemented and proposed, that will continue to
decay their meager retirement benefits.

I see the President and Congress who would turn their back on
these individuals who've sacrificed so much to protect our
liberty. I see later generations that seems to be totally
engrossed in abusing these same liberties won with such
sacrifice. It has become my personal endeavor to make the nurses
and young enlisted medics aware of these amazing individuals when
I encounter them in our Emergency Dept. Their response to these
particular citizens has made me think that perhaps all is not
lost in the next generation.

My experiences have solidified my belief that we are losing an
incredible generation and this nation knows not what it is losing.
Our uncaring government and ungrateful civilian populace should
all take note. We should all remember that we must " Earn this."

Rangers Lead the way!


CPT Stephen R. Ellison, M.D.
Emergency Medicine
Emergency Department
military Level One trauma center
San Antonio, TX


Hope you get as much out of CPT Ellison's letter as I did.

Dan


[This message has been edited by Javahed (edited 01-20-2001).]

 
Amen...

And now matter how hard we try, we never beat Death standing there with his scythe of Fate. May we live each and every moment to it's fullest, and learn lessons from what others may bring to us.

Take care,
John Johnson
 
Amen, thank you all for your words. I am bummed out too and I knew I could depend on my forum brothers for some enlightnment.
 
I have told Duane this on a few occasions.. My mothers father was a Navy doctor with the marines in the pacific thruout WW2...not once in all the time that I knew him did he ever ONCE mention what happened there. He lived to the ripe old age of 99.

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Love is Stronger than Death!
 
Wow. Thankyou for sharing that with us.
Unfortunately america's last treasure is slowly fading away, and for the most part, noone cares. Hold on as long as you can and learn from their struggles so that their hardship wasn't in vain. A man (or woman) can still live on through their words. All that is needed is someone to listen and remember.

God Bless America, and those who fought so others won't have to.

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You may think it's funny but wait till it's your turn.
 
Great Words friends!
Thanks for your posts.

"Graveyards are full of indespensable men, honor them for eternity"

Duane
 
Gents..

We lost my grandfather over the Christmas holidays. We all knew he was in France during WWII, but it wasn't until after that we learned the full extent. Finding priceless pieces of art stashed in caves by the Nazis, being present at the liberations of Dachau and Paris, shot in the leg and chest and so full of shrapnel that for the rest of his life he set off most metal detectors....well, you get the idea. If I can just be half the man he was, I'd be doing better than 90% of my generation.

Thanks for listening

SGT Fitts
 
Sgt. Fitts,
Our belated condolences to you and your family on the loss of your grandfather. I'm sure you make him proud with your mention of his Loyalty and Honor.
 
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I'm sorry to hear that. My sincere condolences and gratitude for his sacrifice.




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You may think it's funny but wait till it's your turn.
 
My wife had a great uncle that served in World War One in France. We were digging through some boxes of "stuff" at her parents house and found his diary that he kept during the War. In it, he describes gas attacks, marching through mud past his knees for days at a time, having to dig horses and wagons out of it, and oh yeah, pretty viscious fighting, of all things. In short, just abysmal conditions, even defined by warfare standards. What's fascinating about WWI is that it was at the dawn of "high-tech" as far as warfare goes (mustard gas, zeppelins, trench warfare, the introduction of tanks), yet was still "low-tech" in several ways (horses, bolt actions, nonsynthetic fabrics). Imagine fighting trench warfare in the mud and sludge wearing wool and cotton equipment while rats run over you while your trying to sleep in it. He talked about gong over the top of a trench when his arms sank into the sides of the trench, and he pulled out an arm, not connected to any other part of the body. He said that it didn't bother him at that moment (immediate survival was high on the list of priorities), but a few days later he wondered who it belonged to, and wondered if he would suffer the same fate...dying anonymously in a place he never thought he would be, seeing things that the people back home could not imagine in their worst nightmares, and suffering through conditions that would change him for the rest of his life.

While reading through his diary, I began to wonder if there were any Vets still alive from "The Great War". What a fascinating period of warfare technology, and without the participants around to pass on the history of it, it's almost as if that period of time has died, along with the people. I think that as the generations of those who had been there and done that are still around, it's up to us that live longer to carry on the lessons that they've learned, thus keeping their spirit and hard won knowledge alive, long after they're gone. What's the old saying..."Those that forget history are doomed to repeat it"? One of the cool things about history is that we can read it, and learn from it, without having to suffer the consequences of being present while it was being made, but it's up to us as a whole to not repeat the same mistakes. People really are living history textbooks.

Take care,
John Johnson
 
Those are some good thoughts.....but being a student of the Bible....one thing we learn from history is that mankind is really stupid, and yes, we are DOOMED to repeat the mistakes of the past.....mostly because this world is run by a few greedy people.
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