He Sat At His Desk And Listened To The Wind

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I figure he sat at his desk and was lonely too. The winds that go through the desert have never left my mind. He sat there and listened to the wind outside and had the screen in front of him while his wife slept and boy watched TV. Surely there was some reason that incredible human being ended his days in wrinkled little Hawthorne Nevada.

Sunday night and I see plenty of names on the screen but no new threads. And why should there be? We got a lot of darn interesting ones on the stovetop most any time, and this day more than usual. We had life and death, and fellowship at a Blade show. There was building joy at the arrival of a married companion kept seperated too long. A 25" blade did its stuff and cut some wood. A very fine man got dinged and wondered why, and so did we. Railroad stop, ocean liner, Star Wars Bar; What Is This Place?

The Stars probably look naked and brilliant outside Hawthorne's lights. Rusty saw them. What a Packrat he was. Not just things, though Lord knows he had enough to arm every man, woman and child on the Block in case of Alien invasion. He was a Packrat of people. He collected wonderful close things and wouldn't let them go. The Good Stuff. He had lines out to everyone and most of their stories. And he sat at a wooden table same way I sit on mine, with a screen in front of him and all those people close by. I can hear the same wind he did.

Imagine the Aliens did land, and too fast for Rusty to act, they'd already put his neighbors under mind control. He sat at his screen while a big D9 outside fired up and was shoving through. What would be there? What would the Aliens see if they tore down the walls and stopped just short of crushing the Gnome?

A slightly bent guy hunkered over his keyboard with a screen in front of his skull. Now, of what value is that? Could the Aliens know how many friends were on that screen? Could they know someone's wife was in real danger but made it out OK? What chance do the Aliens have of sharing the joy of a bag of blades Spectre's bringing home?

Well, none of course, and that's why that big yellow machine gave a squawk of gears and rust colored smoke and crushed down Rusty's house. They never knew what was inside. Just another human, not even a pretty one, doing something that didn't make any sense to Alien eyes. Staring at a screen.

I never thought I'd think of a revolver, a Ganga Ram khuk, maybe a FN-FAL leaning against the wall, a copy of the dictionary and Mowgli by Kipling, mug of coffee or tea, and the Trusty Old Screen. The Good Old Screen. All these things together. It really is a new world. That's us inside there.

And always remember, HI forum was one of the first.




munk
 
Munk,
Im telling you they are people too. They have tried to reach out to us on ocassion and they were the ones who got blasted, and fast.
Something to consider.
 
I don't know much about aliens, but I know a little about kukuris, and a little more about people.

I know just enough to know not meeting Rusty in person will be one of the great sorrows of my life, as bumping electrons with him on the forum was a great joy.

And it's good to be alive. It's easy to forget, sometimes, but it may be hard to know joy if you're not alive. Maybe one day I'll "lay me down with a will" and no regrets, but I'm thankful to have right now.

John
 
Sometime, I think just a few lines of verse can manage to capture a hell of a lot.

This is Requiem, by R L Stevenson. After I made my post above, I thought maybe some of y'all might like to read it (again?).

J
 
Heinlein wrote a short story about an old man intent on interstellar travel that opens with that poem, spectre. Thanks for sharing it- I had forgotten who the author was. It's my favorite rhymer.

come to think of it, heinlein may not have wrote it. It is the first short story in a tribute to Heinlein book called "Requiem".

Apologies if this was already known to the forumites; given the poem and the aliens it seemed fitting to the conversation.
 
It occurs to me that the next Rusty may be among those occasional visitors who stop, 'listen in' for awhile, and appreciate the variety and sensitivity which are so characteristic of our cantinistas. I freely admit I was a regular customer of Uncle Bill's and watched from the sidelines for over a year (caution is characteristic of those narc's who live to see retirement) :D before joining in. I always hated the shallowness and posturing common to most chatrooms. One time I joined a 'sniper' chatroom (another slice of my checkered past) only to find, not rifles, reloading data, and ranges, but sleezy internet ladies hoping to get laid (or talk dirty? ) :confused: The cantina has the mix of cracker barrel and philosophy I was looking for in the first place....thanks to youse guys.

By the by, we are dropping out for a week or ten days to check on relatives and our aging parents. We will be over a hundred miles north of Hollowdweller, or I'd check in with him. I'm intrigued by his reference to government employment; maybe next time if there's more time....jn44
 
jurassicnarc44 said:
It occurs to me that the next Rusty may be among those occasional visitors who stop, 'listen in' for awhile, and appreciate the variety and sensitivity which are so characteristic of our cantinistas. I freely admit I was a regular customer of Uncle Bill's and watched from the sidelines for over a year (caution is characteristic of those narc's who live to see retirement) :D before joining in. I always hated the shallowness and posturing common to most chatrooms. One time I joined a 'sniper' chatroom (another slice of my checkered past) only to find, not rifles, reloading data, and ranges, but sleezy internet ladies hoping to get laid (or talk dirty? ) :confused: The cantina has the mix of cracker barrel and philosophy I was looking for in the first place....thanks to youse guys.

By the by, we are dropping out for a week or ten days to check on relatives and our aging parents. We will be over a hundred miles north of Hollowdweller, or I'd check in with him. I'm intrigued by his reference to government employment; maybe next time if there's more time....jn44

Jurassic,

I work for SSA. Where are you going in WV?? Could have used you down my way earlier, but the one meth lab down the hollow blew up, and the other got busted 2 weeks ago so it's all quiet now!~
 
More great writing. It reads like the beginning of a short story... is it?

Stevenson's Requiem is beautifully borrowed in Leon Uris' Battle Cry, his tribute to the USMC.

Ad Astra
 
AUTHOR: Robert Louis Stevenson (1850-1894)



Under the wide and starry sky
Dig the grave and let me lie.
Glad did I live, and gladly die,
And I laid me down with a will.


This be the verse you grave for me:
“Here he lies, where he longed to be;
Home is the sailor, home from the sea,
And the hunter home from the hill.”



ATTRIBUTION: Requiem (and Epitaph
 
I could not say much when the uncle left, I was too shocked, and when I heard of Rusty, it was even worst.
The first thing that came to my mind was a poem by Miguel Hernández, a Spanish poet who died in 1939. He wrote it when a good friend of him, a bullfighter, died suddenly. Hope you like it too:

Elegy

(XXIX: From ‘El Rayo Que No Cesa’)
(In Orihuela, his town and mine, Ramon Sije, whom I loved so much, has died like lightning, he and I.)

Friend of my soul, I want to be
the tearful gardener of the earth
you occupy, and enrich, all too soon.

My grief without purpose feeding
the rain, the snail-shells and organs,
I’ll give your heart for food
to the desolate poppies.
Such sorrow gathers in my chest,
that I mourn with painful breath.

A harsh slap, an icy blow,
an invisible, murderous axe-stroke,
a brutal thrust has felled you.

There’s no expanse big enough for my hurt,
I weep for my misfortune and yours together
and I feel your death more than I do my life.

I walk on the tracks of the dead,
and without warmth from anyone, or consolation
I go from my feelings to my work.
Too soon death lifted in flight,
too soon the dawn broke,
too soon you’re surrounded with earth.

No forgiveness for lovesick death,
no forgiveness for thankless life,
no forgiveness for earth or nothingness.

A storm rises, in my hands,
of rocks, lightning bolts, harsh axes,
thirsty and hungry for catastrophes.

I want to gnaw at the earth with my teeth,
I want to take the earth apart bit by bit
with dry, burning bites.

I want to mine the earth till I find you,
and kiss your noble skull,
and un-shroud you, and return you.

You’ll return to my garden, my fig tree:
In the high trellises of flowers,
birdlike your soul, the hive

of angelic waxes and labours.
You’ll return to the enamoured farm-hands’
ploughshares’ lullaby.

You’ll brighten the shadow of my brow,
and your girl and the bees will go along,
on both sides, arguing over your blood.

My eager voice of a lover
calls from a field of foaming almonds,
to your heart, already ruined velvet.

I summon you to the winged souls
of the creamy almond blossoms,
we’ve so many things to speak of,
friend, friend of my soul.

10th of January 1936
 
I just finished reading this for about the tenth time.

Nothing to say except "Thanks" munk...

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I didn't do this. Kismet and tbarathon and you and others did this. We did it.

It's not just a screen. It's us in there. This event- this new culture and society is gathering force. Someday a nation's borders will not be much against this. People can now talk.

And HI forum was one of the first. It has become a place seperate. Bill was right- and this was his hope.


(and no- I don't think BOTH of them had to leave to let this be!!! )

munk
 
Tbarahon that is just beautiful. Thank you so much! That's another thing I love about this forum. The amount of cultural interplay is just fantastic and we get introduced to how other people think and feel and then realize that it is identically the same with us and there is no difference, only the Human Race.
I have long said, "Children speak an Universal Language. They laugh and they cry identically the same and in so doing, understand one another.:cool:

It is only the supposedly adults who have screwed things up sad as that may be.:(
But things are improving and this spider web of wires and waves we communicate on are helping that improvement.
In some tribes old legends there is the story of Grandmother Spider and her web that unites the world. It is coming true on a daily basis.
Come to find out it isn't the people where the problem lies, it's the governments.
People of the world get along no matter the color or beliefs when left alone if there are no preconcieved problems.
One of these years......... :D :cool: :D
 
Hi Yvsa,

I am a translator, and both for training and for breeding, I tend to embrace the differences. I understand there are different ways in different places, and with open curiosity I try to learn the whys, hows and whens. I normally move around other translators of many different origins and cultures, and we all have the same openness. It is difficult to find a person not in this field so open to other cultures. Something I love from the People of the Cantina is that that openness is there.
I have found that the more the things are different, the more they look the same, or at least that is what I like to think.

Tbar
 
Something I love from the People of the Cantina is that that openness is there.
I have found that the more the things are different, the more they look the same, or at least that is what I like to think.

Tbar



And there you have it. I'd like to add;wherever you go, there you are.



munk
 
Great stuff, thanks for sharing.

Like Tom Hanks said, you never know what the tide will bring in. Funny stuff, irrelevant stuff, thought-provoking, contemplative stuff, crazy stuff, its all here. And I cant help but think somewhere up there, Rusty is peeking over Uncle Bill's shoulder as he sits at the terminal, chuckling over the latest mischief the Cantina regulars have gotten themselves into.
 
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