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Back from the clinic.
Find a good horse and ride it to death. Tomorrow scheduled for yet another test -- an ultrasound of left kidney. Supposedly this will tell me whether an invasive biopsy is necessary or not. Left kidney pretty ragged and beat up but right is not so bad and function is okay. Worst case -- left goes. I still have one that is working reasonably well.
More not so good news. Couple of cysts in liver. Will have to monitor all this stuff every six months for as long as I might live.
Ecoli infection down but not out. 5 more days of Cipro.
And, continue to lose weight. Broke 160 and am now 159. Same weight as 50 years ago when I was starting back to college after US Navy. Varsity track man, long jumper. 155 to 160 pounds. 28 inch waist, 44 inch chest. Today it's the other way around. I weigh the same but now waist is 44 and chest is 28. Subtantiates the old saying that things change but stay the same.
Strangely, I see some sort of cosmic humor in all this and find myself chuckling. I have no pain for which I am extremely grateful and thankful to Lama Jigme for his intervention. ("I can relieve the pain but I cannot correct the condition. You must see the doctors.")
So, life continues on as it has since the beginning and will until the end. I am simply doing my karmic dance at this time and place in the universe and it is of little importance in the scheme of things but in the Sangsara where I am the center of the universe I am deluded into thinking it all means more than it actually does.
Tonight if I'm strong enough I am going to go to the casino, drink some Heineken, play some nickle video poker, and flirt with my favorite cocktail waitresses. I'd suggest that all of you do the same.
Who, me worry? You gotta be kidding.
But I'll keep you posted.
Find a good horse and ride it to death. Tomorrow scheduled for yet another test -- an ultrasound of left kidney. Supposedly this will tell me whether an invasive biopsy is necessary or not. Left kidney pretty ragged and beat up but right is not so bad and function is okay. Worst case -- left goes. I still have one that is working reasonably well.
More not so good news. Couple of cysts in liver. Will have to monitor all this stuff every six months for as long as I might live.
Ecoli infection down but not out. 5 more days of Cipro.
And, continue to lose weight. Broke 160 and am now 159. Same weight as 50 years ago when I was starting back to college after US Navy. Varsity track man, long jumper. 155 to 160 pounds. 28 inch waist, 44 inch chest. Today it's the other way around. I weigh the same but now waist is 44 and chest is 28. Subtantiates the old saying that things change but stay the same.
Strangely, I see some sort of cosmic humor in all this and find myself chuckling. I have no pain for which I am extremely grateful and thankful to Lama Jigme for his intervention. ("I can relieve the pain but I cannot correct the condition. You must see the doctors.")
So, life continues on as it has since the beginning and will until the end. I am simply doing my karmic dance at this time and place in the universe and it is of little importance in the scheme of things but in the Sangsara where I am the center of the universe I am deluded into thinking it all means more than it actually does.
Tonight if I'm strong enough I am going to go to the casino, drink some Heineken, play some nickle video poker, and flirt with my favorite cocktail waitresses. I'd suggest that all of you do the same.
Who, me worry? You gotta be kidding.
But I'll keep you posted.