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Hey Peoples,
It's been a mess here lately. Ugh.. Have thought alot about my cousin lately.. It's really bothered me. He was a good guy, and I can't understand it all. Blah. At any rate, I got to thinking about I had arranged flowers, and how that to me wasn't really enough. People on here were kind and offered to send me knives to give to his two sons, and the generosity and kindness blew me away. But I can't take peoples things from them, and I do so much appreciate the offer, and it's so refreshing and kind. I gave his wife the two I had. It made me feel better inside. But it had eaten at me and eaten at me, and I kept it bottled up inside me. I got aggravated this morning and blew up at my wife, and there was no need for it--although, she did hurt my feelings which I guess started it off. I feel like an ass. I do a good thing, and then I turn around and make an ass of myself. Worst of all, my best-friend is going through severe medical problems, and I don't have a soul in the world to talk about it with. It's a sickening feeling inside. Feels like the old days all over again. Seems like it just keeps snowballing..you know?
Yes, I felt like the best gift I could give them was my own beckers. :-D
Note:Thinking of buying a new BK just so I can split wood with it.. Man..nothing takes the edge off like battoning a piece of wood.
Yeah....a thin little kitchen knife does NOT substitute well for an 11...two whacks and...SNAP!! Thing nearly got me in the eye!
lol...hehe...I'm gonna try a ol' hickory in a minute. Carbon steel always holds up better.
It's been a mess here lately. Ugh.. Have thought alot about my cousin lately.. It's really bothered me. He was a good guy, and I can't understand it all. Blah. At any rate, I got to thinking about I had arranged flowers, and how that to me wasn't really enough. People on here were kind and offered to send me knives to give to his two sons, and the generosity and kindness blew me away. But I can't take peoples things from them, and I do so much appreciate the offer, and it's so refreshing and kind. I gave his wife the two I had. It made me feel better inside. But it had eaten at me and eaten at me, and I kept it bottled up inside me. I got aggravated this morning and blew up at my wife, and there was no need for it--although, she did hurt my feelings which I guess started it off. I feel like an ass. I do a good thing, and then I turn around and make an ass of myself. Worst of all, my best-friend is going through severe medical problems, and I don't have a soul in the world to talk about it with. It's a sickening feeling inside. Feels like the old days all over again. Seems like it just keeps snowballing..you know? Yes, I felt like the best gift I could give them was my own beckers. :-D
Note:Thinking of buying a new BK just so I can split wood with it.. Man..nothing takes the edge off like battoning a piece of wood.
Yeah....a thin little kitchen knife does NOT substitute well for an 11...two whacks and...SNAP!! Thing nearly got me in the eye!
lol...hehe...I'm gonna try a ol' hickory in a minute. Carbon steel always holds up better.
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