I have obsessive compulsive disorder.

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I must. There is no way around it. Here are some of my oddities:
1) If my hands are greasy from eating or have something sticky on them, I feel the need to wash them before I use my knife or go driving (because I don't want to get it on the steering wheel or shiftknob).
2) If I'm lying down and my shirt is bunched up a little or there is any little thing wrong, I have to fix it or else there is no way I can go to sleep.
3) I can never relax, I always have to be fully prepared for everything (if I'm on a long car ride as a passenger, I would never take my shoes off. I also don't unpack on vacations, even long ones).
4) If there is something wrong with something I own, such as a chipped blade on my knife, I can never be happy with it again and need a new one.
5) If something happens while I'm driivng, like hitting a pothole, grinding gears etc, I obssess about it and I can't stop thinking about it on occasion until days after.
6) If I think about something, I have to do it. Yeah, it's probably the weirdest part. But if I hear a song in my head, I have to whistle a part of it, no matter what the situation, quietly if I have to. Sometimes if I'm typing, I decide I need to press backspace, and I'll do it a few times at the expense of re-typing what I wrote. Or sometimes I have the urge to clench my jaw or something along those lines or else I think about wanting to do it until I give in.
7) I'll write one word over and over again on paper for no apparent reason (also very creepy).
8) I'm very obsessive. I become obsessed with TV shows on and off. Sometimes I'll be craving the X-Files for a couple of months, and right now it's the old Star Wars movies and the Twilight Zone.
9) I cannot STAND losing things, even if I don't care about them. The other day I lost a cheap junk ruler at school and it bothered me all day until I found it.
10) I have a craving/guilt complex. I always feel the need to peel out or just quickly accelerate in my car, and every so often I will, but then I'll feel guilty because it's not good for the car and it's juvenile/stupid/pointless.

Thought I'd share. I've just recently self-diagnosed myself with this (and other have told me I have it) :D I guess it's not that bad...I'll have good condition knives, clean hands, a nice gearbox, and I'll become very good at writing words :cool: :eek:
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I can tell you from experience that if you don't deal with the problem, it will get worse until it drives people around you absolutely nuts. Talking about the problem with a professional might or might not help. In my case, I was cured (if that's the right word" of hypochondria and general anxiety, not through psychology or psychiatry, but through -- cheesily enough -- developing greater confidence and mental fortitude through martial arts training.
 
I'm with you up to number 4. ALthough number 4 only to a certain extent. If I fix the chip I can be pretty happy with the knife again.

And number 3 is something everyone with a true survivalist mentality does.

The main thing that annoys me about the science called psychology, is that it's a little too quick to place labels on behaviours that don't really need to be labelled.

I don't see anything in your list of behaviours that I would say is really deserving of the word disorder, but then again I'm not psychologist, I only studied it at university to an undergraduate level.

Aren't we all a bit quirky in our own unique ways though? If we were to place everyone's behaviours under a microscope I think no one would escape being labeled with one disorder or another.
 
I have ANGER ISSUES!!

ARRRHHHHHHH.................:mad: :mad: :mad: :mad:


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:D :p
 
Needle, you sound normal to me! Everybody is "quirky" about different things, and those things change throughout our lives. The time you need to worry is if those "quirks" take over your normal routine. If you generally feel good about yourself, have friends, get good grades in school & date the girls when you can, don't worry! :D
 
Id say I am also quirky....

but at least youre not "addicted" to your crew and what not

:D ;)
 
Crushenator 500 said:
''All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.''

:p :D
Needle, your art work is excellent and you are so smart. Don't knock yourself because I think your pretty cool.:cool:
 
Needle..
Good news...You dont have OCD. You may have OCD tendencies..but every thing you posted I also do...That is what makes disorders such as OCD and Autism, and all other disorders in that spectrum so difficult to diagnose...because they are composed of characteristics of normal human behavior but they are taken to an extreme...

I have a brother in law who is OCD...and my wife has a co-worker who is OCD...you have nothing compared to what they deal with...My BIL for example decided one day that he needed to get physically fit...so he began to start working out...but the working out included a regimen of running...so If he ran around his block ( a mile ) and he didn't like how he completed the mile..whether he ran the last 100 yards to slow or his heart rate wasn't fast enough...he would then run it again...and again...and again...Untill one day he collapsed...My sister was at work and he collapsed on his 30th mile around the block....

Now he is into studying...he studies 20 hours a day...he gets up in the middle of the night to study..he is only taking a on line masters course..but he lost his job because he was studying at work..he ignores his family..all he does is study..because he MUST get all A's and if he gets one point off on a paper or a test...he beats himself up and must study harder...I of course am worried and have rang the alarm bell but he is ..enabled by my sister and my parents and his parents...long story..

so relax..your not OCD...your just weird...:D and weird is good..
 
I firmly believe that borderline OCD is almost necessary to succeed in a number of professions. Science and Engineering, for example.


Not overdoing it is the key.


(bloody hell, where are the smilies?)
 
I can help you with number 4. If you get a chip or scratch in a knife, just send it to my house, and I'll give it a good home, and a useful existence.
 
Good to know I'm just weird :D It's not something I'm worried about, I just finally realized how "quirky" I am sometimes :eek:
 
OCD is just a psychological problem. Some people are not born with it so you have to be careful you don't become one. I saw on TV about this guy who is all normal and just because one day he got stopped in his car by a policeman and the policeman just made him out to be some sort of criminal or something and kinda abused his authority, no the guy can't go out without thinking he is doing something wrong.

I kinda have tendencies for OCD. I wash my hands a lot. Sometimes after i wash it in a public restroom and i accidentally touch another tap i kinda feel dirty and have to wash it again.

Sometimes when i lose something insignificant i get all upset and think about it for days.

Sometimes when my wife pulls my ear i can't take it and have to ask her to pull the other side to balance it out (this is a bit freaky).

But i think my worse is that i keep thinking i've left something. When i open my wallet at the cashier i always have to look down and see if something has dropped. if there's a piece of paper on the ground. I HAVE TO PICK IT UP EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT MINE. JUST IN CASE IT IS.

Then there's the double checking of everything at the hotel. I can't leave the hotel without double checking it sometimes triple checking everything. I have to leave the room last. If my wife says she checked everything i can't do it. I have to go back in.

Oh and the sleep thing. I have to pee just before going to bed. If i pee and then go on the computer for a few minutes then i can't go to bed until i've actually gone to the toilet again. It's not that i need to pee or anything but it's a psychological thing.

There's lots more and right now i'm trying hard to ignore certain things but it is hard.
 
NeedleRemorse said:
Good to know I'm just weird :D It's not something I'm worried about, I just finally realized how "quirky" I am sometimes :eek:

More good news - you can be upgraded to "Eccentric" if you become rich!
 
Trust me,,you have ocd. Its not the end of the world and can be treated and even cured. Seek help or it can spiral into other more destructive compulsions.

:)
 
As a teenager I had a to masterbate constantly. Everytime I saw a girl. BOING! Now as a adult I have learned to control it. Still even at 44 years old in every conversation with a Breast bearing human I will at least evaluate them for sex and consider porking them at least once.

I really am getting better however..... I no longer feel I just HAVE to wash my hands afterwards. Small steps.....:D
 
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