Crap...so sorry to hear. I certainly hope that you will make a perfect or a near perfect recovery.
About 17 years ago, I ran my pinkie and ring fingers from my right hand (I'm right-handed) into the rollers of a medium-sized, two-color offset printing press running off a 5 horse electric motor. It became wedged between a HARD rubber roller (no give) with a thin cotton sleeve and a stainless steel roller. The tolerance between them was measured in the thousands of an inch. The press was running at about 130 revolutions per minute when I got my fingers too close to the rollers (I was actually feeling the water buildup on the water form rollers with my finger tips to see how wet it was) and in a split second (litterally...do the math), my fingers just got pulled in. The two fingers went in all the way up to the big knuckles on my hand and wound up jamming the press (something I was told is hard to do...I don't know about that). Since I was alone and I was stuck, I was screwed. I couldn't get my hand out, no one could hear me screaming (I was alone in a really big building during evening hours), and the phone was outside my reach by about 4 feet (oh so close). I tried to disassemble the press to lift the rollers apart, but couldn't (my fingers were probably putting too much pressure on the rollers to pull out the retaining rod that when through each roller). Finally, after over five minutes of trying to figure out how to resolve my problem, I grabbed the big hand crank on the front of the press and rolled the press by hand back over my fingers. When out, looking down at my fingers, they were only a 1/4" thick!
Once the paramedics came, they said that my fingers/knuckles were completely crushed and that the emergency room doctors probably couldn't save them. After a 45 minute wait in an emergency room waiting area before seeing a doctor

:thumbdn: , the emergency room doctor making the first evaluation said the same thing (no saving the fingers because they were only a 1/4" thick and the bones were likely completely crushed). X-rays revealed no broken bones! Everyone was shocked! That was great news...but there were tons of soft tissue damage (itself, a bad thing).
It took a year of physical therapy to get the fingers to work most of the way. I couldn't do anything productive with that hand for two weeks and it took over a months to get over 50% productivity. And a couple months to get as closely as possible to normal in a short period of time.
I now have full gripping strength, some nerve damage, and a permanent curl to the fingers preventing them from not completely straightening out (picture provided...taken today). They also occasionally stiffen up.
That night, I had someone looking over my shoulder! It could have been much, much worse.
So I can certainly understand what you're going through.
My best...take care!