I think I might have the virus. Do these sound like simptums? I find my self doodling differnt blade shapes on everything to see what kind of khukuri I want next, I carry it in the van next to me so I can feel the handle and weight on the way to work. I look for free moments to run off to the river so I can chop something. Every night I sit and sharpen and clean the blade even though it's already razor sharp. I check the forum at least 5 or 6 times aday on the weekend so as to not miss a deal. And worst of all I start thinking that maybe I should take some time off to spend with my knife. Am I o.k.? is there help?