If I am understanding you correctly, it appears that if you were to take the handle out of the hawk-head, you would drastically make the hawk less sturdy. In which case, I personally, would NOT do. Save up the money and buy a VTAC from ATC. Some people on board here dont like the handle on the vtac due to the fact that they perceive it to be slippery from time to time, when the hands are sweaty or wet, etc.. I still advocate this to be a better avenue than re-handling a hawk. You can always get some sort of sticky handle wrap to put around the vtac's handle, making the grip better while still having an extremely sturdy handle. Hope this helps.