i remember being fascinated with pocket knives as a kid. guess i was between 6 and 11 years old then. i could never afford them, but usually managed to actually find knives on the streets or in bushes that other people had lost or ditched. heck, i could hardly afford my daily candy fixes and card-collecting habits...
i thought they were the coolest thing ever an 8 year old could possess. i remember playing this game with some fellow neighborhood kids on the school playground. you'd hold the knife by its very butt and let it drop down vertically in the soil where a square piece of dirt was flattened as a play-area of some sorts, and then you could cut a line of choice to divide the square into pieces if you landed your knife nicely straight. some sort of 'gathering more land' game, not sure.
i remember that my mom didn't like me having knives and she'd always take them away from my room when i wasn't aware and she'd hide them in closets and on the fridge. every now and then i managed to find my precious again, and re-pocketed it and carried it with pride. one knife i remember quite vividly, it was a beautiful gent's folder with some sort of yellow-green pearl handle. i was totally devastated when i finally 'lost' that knife for good.
then, somewhere between the age of 12 and 16 my interest shifted to balisongs because i thought they were cool. i got a relatively good one which had cost me around $40. i was pretty good at it too, but the funny thing is that i don't remember actually using a knife to cut stuff during those years. it was more the thrill of ownership and handling-skill itself i suppose. on the other hand it could very well be that the knives were equipped with crappy 410 made in china 'steel' which won't cut any better than a fingernail...
then somehow, between the age of 16 and 26 i totally lost interest in knives for some reason and didn't own a single one anymore. i guess i ditched them or gave them to my younger brothers.
then, only 3 years ago, suddenly i got struck by the bug again and regained interest in knives. it began with collecting daggers, not sure why, they just appealed to me aesthetically i guess. then some good 'ol buck 110 and 119's, over to collecting vintage AMK's.....too expensive,....sold all knives i collected and started over with a clean slate.
i'm currently a user-collector of spyderco, strider, tops and leathrman. come to think of it, i find it somewhat odd that i now routinely EDC a folder everyday, how did THAT happen?!
ok, to the point, sorry about the longwinding story.
yes, i definitely think the knife-hobby might have some psychological links to my childhood: NOW i can legally and safely carry knives whenever i want (sorry mom! ;-).....), and NOW that i have the money, which i didn't have as a kid, a whole new world of purchase-opportunities has opened up for me. yeah, that's it i guess. i might just be 'making up for my losses' during my childhood.......(

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dennis