I have two questions for those of you already fortunate enough to own one or two or three, etc. I've handled a BM 750 and like the size and would like to get the Sebenza that bests approximates the size. It's too hard to picture the suze of a knife just from specs and pictures. Also, when I am ready to purchase (hopefully January), should I buy through a dealer or CR knives. I understand that there is a waiting period for CR Knives. Do dealers usually have them in stock? I want to get one ASAP after I have the funds.