I hear you bro, just trying to put into perspective.
I've never been issued any infi, or sr101 for that matter. And I've spent a lot of my own money on them, sometimes after considerable searching and waiting (and sometimes with the ever present bit o' luck) The only other time I've ever been sitting at home when an offer went out, other than this last Extravaganzaaa, I picked up a DE set, the NO and BM of which have almost 3 combined years in combat zones.
I've just found it helpful to know that it isn't a plot to increase popularity by decreasing supply.
I've usually "gotten mine", just not in my preferred time frame, similar to many other aspects of life.
But---
If you're going somewhere and need something in a hurry just state so here or in the WTB forum and you'll get set up in a hurry. There are a lot of guys who buy for investment or collections, but are patriotic enough to forgo some of the profit they were expecting, just to put some infi where it truly belongs. That happened to me once too, and I still have a very significant ZT-NO-fighter to show for it.
Keep your eyes peeled and try not to get discouraged. Especially when some HOG snags something for his collection that you need for duty. It's a bummer, but "No Regrets" applies and you suck it up and drive on...