My Father Had a Good Gun

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It was the equivelent of the Model 12 shotgun, but it was the little brother, 22, take down.

He had that rifle in his closet, and I was not invited. My father had left firearms behind a long time ago, when a 'buddy' swung through him just to shoot a goose. That was the last time my old man ever hunted; he took his shotgun, himself, and wordlessly strode away from the field of his friends. Young, high school friends. The kind that are supposed to last forever and rarely do.

I didn't even know that .22 existed. I saw it and forgot it many times, as I thought of the things young men thought about.

"We'll go shooting," my buddy told me, "I'll show you how."
Sure enough, by the Colorado river we shot his .22. I guess his father was not as reluctant as my own. I remember we drifted down that river with bottles of wine strapped to our ankles; so we would never seperate from the good stuff. Next time, like always, my best friend wanted more, he thought we should bring my Dad's .22

I said no but that did not last long amidst his means and urging a wild time. A good time. In the 60's, the what and here and now we begged for. The kind my old man would not understand. So I took it from his closet. We fired the old man's .22 I remember sand dunes and wondering how the heck we'd tell if we hit more than a mound, and who cared?

I put it back. How would he know? And he didnt' for a year. One day he picked up his good .22 and saw it had been fired. There were 3 children in that house, but the suspect was one.

"It looks to me," He said, "like someone took the rifle out and shot it, and did not clean it afterwards." He looked hard at his son. "It is ruined."
He used to be able to pluck a Squirrel's eye with that rifle, and had done so in the Great Depression when folks were hungry.

When my Father had grown up in that time of the Depression, caustic primers and powder ruined a firearm if not cleaned soon after shooting. Dad figured that .22 was a goner. I hated that old Man. Quality Assurance Engineer; he left my oldest brother alone, and his own young daugher, the joy in his eye; the spite seemed to be reserved for me. What's funny, is that same madness, the anger, later became the reason he and I spoke. The rest left; but that good old guy and his wild son eventualy became friends.

As a 17 year old I watched the cats piss on that .22; and saw with satifaction the man who knew everything was in for a surprise. The rifle rusted.

College happened. Years after one day when I was above 30 my old man pulled his .22 rifle out and gave it to me. All that rust was mine now- cat piss.

I laughed to myself, and loved my father. I laughed because my own anger and pride had scarred what he would give me later.

Learned something.
But it is not steel or cat piss or rust... that keeps me calling the old man on the phone; it is the good stuff.

I'll keep the rusted old rifle. My father's love I'll keep a lot longer. I wouldn't trade that rusty rifle for anything.

Many years later, I told my Dad that the barrel was not ruined. I knew more about firearms than he; primers were non caustic materials. But I never changed what I did not know when I was 17.

My Dad understood that, and he forgave me the rifle, which was the least of it.

(if I told this story earlier my apologies...)

I love that Old Man.

munk
 
My grandpa had two nice rifles (a .22 and an airgun), and another airgun, a pistol. I loved to shoot with him, best time in my youth ever. I was about 12 back then. When he died, I wanted those rifles. I am sure he'd wanted me to have them as well. My grandmother sold 'em to a 'friend' of hers. 'Friend' because she didn't know what to ask for them and he sure was glad about that. The only one I kept was the handgun, because it was at my place back then. I'm still angry she gave those rifles away. I am sure he is too. They didn't love each other anymore before he died, and she didn't like to see us shooting. I still like her though, but that doesn't change the facts.

Thanks for the read, munk. I enjoyed it, as always.

Keno
 
You know Keno, that sad bit reminds me of the conversations I sometimes, I wish more rarely, have heard within the Gun Clan. There is always a guy who will brag about the sweet deal he got off a widow. His friends will often high five him about a 'job well done'.

It is real bad when the article was a valuable antique. His buddies give him the highest fives for that accomplishment. And they laugh.


Sorry about your Father's stuff. I know stuff is just stuff, but sometimes an item reminds us of those things more important. Thank goodness you have his old handgun.



munk
 
Grandfather ;)

My father is still alive, but not much into guns. Dunno, maybe the Army ruined it for him, although he's never been in a war.

Keno
 
Yeah, I am sure he was bragging to his buddies about it. I know this guy, but he wont sell the rifle to me (I dont have a license - but he also doesn't have a license for the illegal suppressor that came with the gun ;)). The .22 had a nice telescopic sight installed, and was suppressed. The air-pressure rifle had a stronger (too strong ;)) spring built in it and a nice sight as well. Grandpa hunted pigeons at about 100yards away with it, I guess that says something about the setup of that air-rifle. It was fun. Good times.

Enjoy that coffee. I'm having some more roasted mate, but it's afternoon here already.

Keno
 
When I worked the Ward there was a old man, a WWll Vet. Can you believe that old guy wrassling psychotics with me? He'd been a sniper. No bravado, no lie, he became very very quiet when he discussed it, and sad; all I knew is he hated killing the men and never hunted again.



munk
 
He loved blades, too. Had tons of them, mostly random kitchen knives, but also a few folders. Nothing of good quality, but they'd cut. Some carbon steel ones as well. He loved working around the house too, constructing stuff, working with wood.

I cleaned my khuks today, the 15" AK I got from Bill and the 18" Sirupati I bought from Yangdu. Cleaned the blades, and oiled them. Handles as well, of course. Both have a patina, both are working tools. They look great again now, especially the wood handle. I am sure he would've loved to have a blade like that.

Some of these days I gotta get up some pics.

Keno
 
I've a Swiss Army knife knock off, made in America, handle busted and a couple tools broken as well, not terribly high quality, that I still think better than Swiss Army. I don't have much luck with Swiss Army knives. The steel is soft and rolls. My experience. Sort of wandering here...but Dad always had a Case knife and taught me the old fashioned way to sharpen with a stone. I don't know what Grandpa had- probably Case too.

Funny thing about sharpening; when I was younger, before I ever found BF, before I was in college, getting an edge on a blade was easier for me. I was relaxed and just remembered what Dad had said. Years later, when I thought about it all too much, I couldn't sharpen anything.


munk
 
When I had been on the job about a year with FBN (predecesor to DEA) S&W offered the first run of Model 60 stainless revolvers to active narcotics agents in 1969. Mine had a 4 digit serial beginning R00xx, and my dad REALLY wanted that little gun. Since I was using an N frame 44 mag every day I didn't need it, and it sat in his dresser drawer for thirty years. Shortly before his death about 10 years ago, I asked to see it....it had been fired a few times but never cleaned. "What did you shoot?" "Coons." "Did you hit anything?" "Yep." "How do you know?" "Well, the one ran down to Gaston Avenue before flagging down a car to take him to the emergency room. He was taking out the screen to your sister's window when I shot him!" He snickered a little.....He was a department head at the hospital and would have known. That was the only time in over fifty years with that man I ever saw a trace of bigotry. I later found out from an old friend on the local P.D. that Dad had fired 5 rounds from a distance of about 4 yards, and the perp sustained a single round through both cheeks of his a$$. My brother the lawyer has the revolver now :D
 
I thought he meant a racoon and was being funny....

(Oh well. I don't care about traces of bigotry; I care about burning crosses, beatings and no jobs. That's bad, and the bulk of that is gone. I am sick to death of minorities burning their cities down. Bigotry is on all sides of the fence, and I do get tired of the cliches. My father in law surprised me once by telling me he had nothing against Blacks, he was sure there were many good ones, he just didn't want to bother finding them, unwilling to get burned. He must have been 60 when he said that to me, and that was over 10 years ago. My brother married 'out of race'. I saw an ad for Guess Who's Coming to Dinner? Recently, and Sidney Portier playing the lead told his father, "Dad, I love you, but you think of yourself as a black man; I think of myself as a man." Funny- many in the 'Black community' feel Portier was a sell out, and should have had even more forcefull roles...
Then there's Jesse Jackson, scared one night because he heard footsteps behind him. He turned and found the people were white, and was greatly relieved he was not about to be mugged. Around and around we go....

They hate you in the mountains, and call you a flatlander. They hate you on the beaches, and call you a mainlander, they hate you on the flatlands and in the cities, call you a hick... Around and around. We don't need excuses for bigotry, hatred and violence; we're just good at them.
tangent over..)

My Uncle Bill probably got whatever firearms my Grandfather had left. Half his sons are felons...not sure what will happen. Probably sold them all by now. Grandpa had 5,000 slides and pictures he took, and Bill chucked them. Only reason I have Gramps old Nikormat camera is because when Bill tried to sell it for 40 bucks at his Garage sale the thing wouldn't work. He shipped it to me and, presto, like instant Karma it worked once again.

munk
 
They hate you in the mountains, and call you a flatlander. They hate you on the beaches, and call you a mainlander, they hate you on the flatlands and in the cities, call you a hick... Around and around. We don't need excuses for bigotry, hatred and violence; we're just good at them.
tangent over..)

Very true. The illusion is that we are all different. The irony is we think the idea of "differentness" makes us stronger when in fact we need to see our commonality and unite for greater strength.

Violence and War come out of fear, fear comes from the idea of "other" and differences. You can say its about power, or scarcity, but if you look deep enough it becomes about "otherness" and division.

You know what cracks me up? How all we need is one common interest and THEN poeple allow themselves to treat each other like human beings...the same people who wouldn't have given you time of day before they knew you had something in common with you: "oh! you collect knives too.." "oh, you ride too?" "oh you're in AA also?" "oh, you lost your wife to cancer too?"


Lather, rinse, repeat....
 
MauiRob said:
You know what cracks me up? How all we need is one common interest and THEN poeple allow themselves to treat each other like human beings...the same people who wouldn't have given you time of day before they knew you had something in common with you: "oh! you collect knives too.." "oh, you ride too?" "oh you're in AA also?" "oh, you lost your wife to cancer too?"

Yep, that's why I like the Olympics. No one says, "Hey did you see the (insert race) guy win the 400?" what they do say is "Hey, did you see the (insert nationality) win the 400? Dang, he was fast!"
 
Life has so many hidden woes
So many thorns for every Rose,
The "why" of things our hearts would see,
If I knew you and you knew me.
 
Did you write that, Danny? It was very nice.

I hate the Olympics for the nationality extremism. I really just want to see the best work hard. When Americans drown out the reporting of the other contenders it embarreses me.


munk
 
Munk, you speak with a clarity that astounds me. Your stories never fail to touch me on a deeper level. Thank you, my friend.

My relationship with my dad is different than yours, I think. We've always been the best of friends. I love and respect my dad more than I can say. He was never much of an outdoorsy guy, but I'll never forget the times he took me camping. Or the day he gave me my first knife. It was an old pocket knife whose blade he had a friend grind down. It was so I'd learn to handle a knife without cutting myself. And you know, it worked. And it wasn't long at all until he gave me a real one.

Or how he taught me how to shoot safely. And the day he gave me my Great Grandfather's old shotgun, telling me that he knew it would mean more to me. I'm blessed in so many ways.

Chris
 
I haven't been around much. This stuff is why I keep coming in to look around.

Thanks!

Tom
 
Great story Munk. My dad and I have gone through some really rough patches too. I love him dearly.
 
My dad still has most of his guns. He has a Savage lever action collection and a few odd pistols. His deer gun is a .358 Savage lever. He also has a pimped out 10/22 he uses for squirrel but he doesn't hunt squirrel much. Not sure what sort of Shotgun he has, they always kind of came and went.

My grandad was a hardcore gun trader. He hardly ever had a gun long. He did have a really nice Remington Auto carbine in 6mm he hunted deer with and a 6mm Remington bolt action carbine of some sort he had for a long time.

I am the opposite, more like my other Grandad who was a pack rat.
 
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