O.T. Sat. July 23rd, 05 Jessica update.

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In case everyone didn't see the post I put up last night about Jessica the last I heard yesterday was that her Hemoglobin, mistakenly called Hematocrit, was down to 6.6 and two units of blood were on the way up to Jessica then.
The two units of blood stabilized her somewhat and brought her hemoglobin count up within a normal reange but Jessica was very agitated so the Drs gave her Ativan to calm her down.
The Ativan had an adverse reaction and Jessica went into a near death experience it seems.
Her stats were all dropping and Jessica was calling for her great grandmother and telling her not to go and then calling for her momma telling her not to go.
She was seeing angels and the white blinding light and was extremely agitated and confused Stella said. Stella told Jessica to stay here because she wasn't ready for her to go yet and finally Jessica settled down and her stats started rising again and she stabilised.
Stella asked the nurse if this was a common reaction with the Ativan and was told no, that it almost always calmed people down.
Stella told them *Not* to give her that drug *Ever* again!!!!
This was all information that I gleaned from a call I made to Stella about 1-1/2 hours ago.

Then just before I was getting ready to post this Stella called me back.
The surgeon had just came in and told Stella that Jessica's Hemoglobin was going down again and it is at 8.3 right now down from 9.3 which was just a little below normal.
They're going to wait and see what happens and if it continues to drop and gets down to 7.0 they will give Jessica two more units of blood.
Stella said they said they would do this until Jessica's body kicked in and started producing its own blood cells again.
I don't know what they will do if Jessica's body doesn't start producing red blood cells. They can't keep giving her blood forever and won't I'm sure.
Uncertain times right now.
At least Jessica was resting somewhat comfortably this morning and her pitiful moaning had stopped.
She got agitated with Stella because Jessica was telling Stella to tell me that Jessica loved and missed me and Stella was ignoring her while she was telling me what was going on right now.

It thoroughly pisses me off that I can't travel right now and won't be able to anywhere near soon.:mad: Being totally helpless and at the mercy of my own body is more than being merely frustrated. It's all I can do to retain control of myself at the moment and I fear I'm not doing such a good job of it. Right now I am at my wit's end!!!! :grumpy: :(

I did talk to Stella about Jessica getting "get well" or other "greeting" cards and she said that would be fine.
Jessica enjoys reading and anything to keep her spirits up would be of good help.
Anyone wanting to send one to Jessica can email me for their address. And Many Thanks.
Y'all are the greatest!!!! :D
 
Prayers for Jessica.
It sounds like the right people are looking after her on both sides of her life.



munk
 
Thanks for keeping us informed Yvsa, even if the news is less than favorable.

Bob
 
Yvsa, this is seriously awful for everyone concerned: Jessica, Stella, you, Barb, all the people in your family that I don't know about, and those of us who count you as our friend. Wish we could do more than good thoughts and prayers.
Joe
 
Sometimes it seems like my prayers don't get out the top of the room. Maybe these for a special little girl and a special family will. My thoughts are with you.

Ice
 
Green Ice said:
Sometimes it seems like my prayers don't get out the top of the room. Maybe these for a special little girl and a special family will. My thoughts are with you.

Ice
Not all prayers are answered "Yes". I believe that the Old Man Up There knows better what I need to grow than I do. Eighteen years of diabetes, several heart attacks, and cancer are not what I prefer, but I can guarantee you that I appreciate what I have now more than I did before. Continue to pray for others; the Lord will take care of you. I have moments where I still feel as I did when younger, but the old ticker jerks me back to reality. :D

Yvsa, I share your feelings of helplessness from time to time, but some things are just bigger than I can handle alone. This is *not* a fundamental Christian diatribe....I certainly can agree with any man who believes in a Creator or Supreme Being. I am particularly comfortable with many of the aspects of Zen. I wonder if all the various dieties worshiped by different cultures are simply facets of the Creator, like the facets of a diamond seen from different angles. God bless you and yours; I will continue to pray.
 
Thanks for all the concern and the smoke being sent gang, most appreciated.
I haven't anything new to add and am going to assume that no news is good news as Stella told me that if there were any change she would call.

A couple of you sending email wanting Jessica's address were wondering and asked what she liked. Jessica may be fourteen in years but in heart and mind she is still just a little girl, not a teenager.
I hate to say this because I hate the little purple sumbeetch but Jessica is a big fan of Barney.:o
So cards with Barney or other cartoon characters would be ideal.
Almost forgot, Jessica also likes Unicorns and such, isn't there a toy set with "Twinkles" or some horse/unicorn like figure?
I don't know what's in the range of kids toy's anymore but seems like I've seen something to that affect.
Anyway anything of much depth would be lost on her little mind but Stella is good at explaining things to Jessica so anything you send will be very welcome.
And thanks a million for doing this!!!! :cool: :D
 
What I said before still applies. I'll send some extra smoke up tonight. I've been cutting and my blood's pumping. Hopefully it will have some extra oomph.

If there's anything that we can do for you...well, you know.
 
Prayers

I'll have my daughter help me send a card in a day or so.



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