Oh my gosh..I'm seriously so sorry to the entire BF staff for being a hothead

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MrMeaty

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I don't know of this is the right sub-forum. Gee gosh, I feel so dumb right now and really want to say sorry to the entire BladeForums staff.

I finally learned why I was getting the heat, it's never too late to admit I was wrong. First off yes, I'm going to be honest: this is Lakandula/Nusantara and before you ban this account, I'd ask that you do read if you're a moderator. I'm literally posting this, not to be "un-banned" or "be friends", for I accepted my fate, but to just to let the moderators know that I now observed and understand my wrongs - and the fact that "Nusantara" was a duplicate or a shadow account. I created that "Nusantara" account to just "mask" and "hide" the heat from my Lakandula account. In a sense, I kind of wanted to "start new" with that account. Very stupid of me. I should have just apologized on my Lakandula account and avoided all of this.

After the entire situation at W&C, I did a lot of looking through my old posts as "Lakandula". I'd really have to offer many deepest apologies to RedDevil and craytab, and any of the other users and moderators that I went off, on that account...whether you accept my apology or not, you were still right - I was being a dumb offended guy and I now fully understand why you guys are so mad at me. Hey, I would be too if I were in your shoes.

When I first joined, I asked why people were into pocket knives. I don't know why, I decided to be a crybaby about it when people posted civil disagreement answers for the "self-defense" reason. I actually re-checked just yesterday, and it turns out no, people weren't being trolls at all, and RedDevil really was looking out for me and warning people not to post troll answers. Craytab wasn't being a douche either. Unfortunately by that time, it was too late, the emotional garble had gotten the better to me and then I posted a "raging post" - I apologize for those too.

Man...I literally was being a pointless hot head. My gosh..what a mess I've created. I don't blame Esav Benyamin, I really don't.

You guys are not stupid, I actually really have to thank you all for teaching me a well-deserved, but hard-earned lesson. I admit it, I don't know crap about knives, and have a LOT of learning and growing to do. Thank you Bob3226, you really help me do a lot of searching. First I took your comments as insults, but you really did point me out that I didn't know a thing or two about knives and was acting like a complacent "know-it-all".

I always try to look for lessons in harsh experiences, hard-earned lessons from this. Don't create multiple shadow aliases to mask a self. That's a habit I need to work on. A job and education is a must-need instead of sitting at home and going on the internet acting like a know-it-all. Definitely third harsh lesson learned, read the forum FAQs. Keep Amazon Discussions in Amazon Discussions and not have a cross-forum discussions. Thanks to this experience, I can actually grow and remember these.

So again, I should have not acted the way I did, I'm really sorry for my bad attitude. It's too late (way...too late and beyond repair) to be "un-banned" or to "reconcile", but really it's not too late to admit I was wrong, which I am doing.

I will ask, if I had removed the profanity from that post about the Amazon Discussions, would it have not been sent down into the W&C section? I do apologize, as I wasn't online when I was receiving the profanity warnings. I do apologize for that dearly, and should have read the forum FAQs, ignorance is no excuse. I apologize for both my profanity and spamming, and should have, save for not posting at all, just deleted the post before everything got ugly.

I will also ask one more question, exactly what is the "Whine and Cheese" section? Is that basically like an "off-topic" section where just blast each other?

Well...I reap what I sow, and it is up to me fix the huge mess I've made. Again, I'm going to say this once more, I'm sorry for being a hothead, and thank you guys for teaching me to move on and grow up, especially in my age, there's no excuse for what I'm doing.
 
MrMeaty said:
I will also ask one more question, exactly what is the "Whine and Cheese" section? Is that basically like an "off-topic" section where just blast each other?
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This is a knife discussion forum, but, like any forum, inevitably off-topic discussions will start. Knife enthusiasts are often also gun, watch, pen, gadget, etc enthusiasts, which is why the Gadgets and Gear forum exists - so we can talk about that sort of stuff without clogging up the actual knife discussion. Also inevitably, hunting, cooking, photography, and other such hobbies. And then there's politics, which, whether knife-related or not, will always rear its ugly head, so we have a forum for that, and it requires a paid membership so we're not inundated with trolls who only come here to talk about politics (it still happens, but at least they pay for that privilege).

And then there's Whine and Cheese. Basically, it's there so every other forum and subforum doesn't become a free-for-all cesspool of trolling, flame wars, bitching, and discussion of things that aren't relevant to anything else. Sometimes threads start there, sometimes they get moved there (like your Amazon one). But it's not just[/b] about all that. Looking at the front page, I see thread about random stuff that make people laugh or say "WTF?", a chat thread among friends, a few threads about deceased musicians or beloved knifemakers, a couple about music, one about the new Star Wars movie (mine), and a couple simply with pictures of attractive women. And of course the 2 threads that were your ruin. For some people W&C is a wretched hive of scum and villainy to be avoided. For others, it's a necessary evil to keep the rest of the forum clean and orderly. For the regulars that haunt there, it's a home among friends. And combinations thereof.
 
Um. Who are you again? And why, after screwing up two other accounts, didn't you just come back as Meaty and be the "you" you're now promising to be?

EDIT: Ahh. The Amazon guy. seriously? get over it. Leave again, make another alt (and this time keep it to yourself) come in, and learn. Jeez, it's nothing. I mean that. The fact that you care this much is sorta sad.
 
It is good to admit when you are wrong but after all you have done why in the hell would anyone belive or trust you. Doesn't really matter no though.

kaotikross said:
Um. Who are you again? And why, after screwing up two other accounts, didn't you just come back as Meaty and be the "you" you're now promising to be?

EDIT: Ahh. The Amazon guy. seriously? get over it. Leave again, make another alt (and this time keep it to yourself) come in, and learn. Jeez, it's nothing. I mean that. The fact that you care this much is sorta sad.
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He is far more than just that. He was an idiot far before that.
 
Gee, gosh? i tried to give some friendly advice last time, but you rolled right past it. I hope you are genuine, but honestly this just looks like polite trolling. Golly gee willikers.
 
Lotta balls taught smack
 
How many accounts is one allowed to have anyway ?
I was under the impression it was one and done, not two and through, or three and plea ??
I would seriously like to know.
 
I ban one, I ban them all. Rarely a banned member asks to come back, and behaves well after that. But weirdos like this? Fuggedaboudit!
 
Greykilt said:
How many accounts is one allowed to have anyway ?
I was under the impression it was one and done, not two and through, or three and plea ??
I would seriously like to know.
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You're allowed to have one account.
 
I wonder how many times he'll come back. I see he took his site and youtube page down after his last blow up on amazon and then dragged that here.
 
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