Moderator's note: this is a post made by Yvsa some time ago and brought back up without proper attribution by Burafan aka Cherokeeson2001, aka KhukuriNut. I suspect he used it without attribution to confuse things more than if it had been posted with attribution as it would have normally been.
I want to tell everyone how sorry I am for going off on Gonzo and the forum!!!!
Ive been acting like an ass for a little time now and not just all at once, and not only here.
I had some trouble with my medicine, or actually the lack thereof and went off the deep end.
My sweet wife Barbie had been asking me the last couple of weeks if I was all right and with her not knowing that; depression is the Great Liar she really didnt know that I was not all right. Barbie now knows what to watch for now and the right words to warn me if I get to acting out of character so that I will pay attention to her, so hopefully nothing like this will ever happen again.
A while back I went off the anti-depressant I was on because it was so damnably expensive and living on a fixed income, for those of you who dont know, we are both retired and on Social Security and we just couldnt afford it. It wasnt doing anything but taking the edge off anyway and I thought I could handle it, obviously I couldnt and didnt.
A little time under medical supervision the last few days and a balancing of my meds and things are all better now I am happy to say!!!!
And the Dr. put me on a medicine that he can keep me in free samples of and has agreed to do that so I wont be tempted to go off the medicine again.
And with the new medicine I am actually feeling happy once again, something I havent felt in a long time. The extra energy I have is a real blessing as well!!!!
I became obsessed and fixated on the so-called habaki bolsters and the thin edges we have been getting from HI that there is no excuse for and I went about things terribly wrong. Its all right for a man to have an opinion, just not all right for him to force it on others. I was sounding like a newly born again X-tian trying to convert everyone and everyone one who knows me knows that I was really out of character, even if I am one who speaks my mind.
I have learned though, that even though I am responsible for taking my medicine properly, that I am not necessarily responsible for my actions when I dont take it, but that is an oxymoron if I ever uttered one.
In my defense in calling the 17-18 Foxy Folly the Cherokee Special II it is/was the suggestion of Foxjaw of whom I asked permission if it would be all right for me to copy his design in a shorter length and that he kindly gave that permission to me with the suggestion of calling it the Cherokee Special II. I couldnt care less what the khukuri is called as long as it could be made to everyones satisfaction. I still believe it would be an ultimate mid-sized khukuri the same as the original is the ultimate Large Sized Khukuri!!!!
I just pray that everyone can understand that what you saw represented by me is not the person I really am.
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Yvsa,
always shoveling the B.S.
