Im not gonna tell ya your off bro, but I will tell ya as soon as you start gettin the bug (knife bug) you won't be happy with one or two knives.....I suggest you get out and handle some knives and make your decision, based on your hand size, personal preference and so on....Knives are a very personal thing and you develop a relationship with your blades. I you have the cash to put on some customs I'd talk with their makers and pick their brains. As far as SD goes get some training that is practical, you really need a relationship with your blade if you plan on defending your life with it....As far as sharpening goes, this is a VERY REWARDING SKILL....that you will take pride in!