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Next week I've got to get over to California Pacific Medical Center for some rework and consultation. Tuesday, Wed. and Thur. are gone. No shipping, no phone calls, no email. Dead days.
Following week, first week in August, I may try to make it back to SEKS for a week. I don't feel up to the journey but think I should try and make it. Reason: The only brother I have, and the only 3 long time (65 years, 60 years and 31 years friendship respectively) and valued friends I have in the world are all located there. I've got this notion that spending a week with these people will help with my depression. Maybe right, maybe wrong but I think it's worth a try. This depression when it strikes is worse than any or all my physical ailments. Gotta beat it somehow. VA shrinks couldn't help, pills didn't help, nothing does. I guess doing something is better than doing nothing so I'm working on it. If I go this leaves Yangdu to run things alone and that is more than a full time job for her.
Things could get shaky but at least now you'll know why.
Following week, first week in August, I may try to make it back to SEKS for a week. I don't feel up to the journey but think I should try and make it. Reason: The only brother I have, and the only 3 long time (65 years, 60 years and 31 years friendship respectively) and valued friends I have in the world are all located there. I've got this notion that spending a week with these people will help with my depression. Maybe right, maybe wrong but I think it's worth a try. This depression when it strikes is worse than any or all my physical ailments. Gotta beat it somehow. VA shrinks couldn't help, pills didn't help, nothing does. I guess doing something is better than doing nothing so I'm working on it. If I go this leaves Yangdu to run things alone and that is more than a full time job for her.
Things could get shaky but at least now you'll know why.