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I have been on this Schrade forum long enough to know I will be a permanent fixture in the years to come, and I know I dont have to explain myself, but I want to.
I am 51 years old, and I suffer from bipolar disorder. Long story short 6 years ago, I lost everything due to unchecked bipolar behavior. In just 6 short months, I lost my wife, 2 homes (one of them my dream home a 4000 sf ranch style on 18 wooded acres), my business, and more toys than you can shake a stick at. Im over all that now I just threw that in for history.
When God closes one door, He opens another. Just as all was lost, my wonderful family came together and saved my life. One of my brothers took me in while the doctors patched me up and got me running again.
I was then able to move into a house that my brother bought for my elderly mother, and begin to care for her fulltime. The family decided it was better to pay me to take care of Mom at home, rather than put her in a nursing home. So it worked out that I am now, and have been for the last 5 years, fulltime caregiver for my mother and my 41 year old mentally handicapped brother.
All that to say this I am in this house 24/7 except for grocery shopping and Moms doctor visits. Bladeforums, and now specifically, the Schrade forum, provide for me a desperately needed outlet, so if it seems sometimes like I have too much time on my hands its because I do!
A heart-felt thank you to all of you on this Schrade forum, for making me feel welcome, and tolerating my sometimes seemingly silly posts stacking knives on top of each other. For me, this place, and those who participate here, are good medicine.
I am 51 years old, and I suffer from bipolar disorder. Long story short 6 years ago, I lost everything due to unchecked bipolar behavior. In just 6 short months, I lost my wife, 2 homes (one of them my dream home a 4000 sf ranch style on 18 wooded acres), my business, and more toys than you can shake a stick at. Im over all that now I just threw that in for history.
When God closes one door, He opens another. Just as all was lost, my wonderful family came together and saved my life. One of my brothers took me in while the doctors patched me up and got me running again.
I was then able to move into a house that my brother bought for my elderly mother, and begin to care for her fulltime. The family decided it was better to pay me to take care of Mom at home, rather than put her in a nursing home. So it worked out that I am now, and have been for the last 5 years, fulltime caregiver for my mother and my 41 year old mentally handicapped brother.
All that to say this I am in this house 24/7 except for grocery shopping and Moms doctor visits. Bladeforums, and now specifically, the Schrade forum, provide for me a desperately needed outlet, so if it seems sometimes like I have too much time on my hands its because I do!
A heart-felt thank you to all of you on this Schrade forum, for making me feel welcome, and tolerating my sometimes seemingly silly posts stacking knives on top of each other. For me, this place, and those who participate here, are good medicine.
