Basically, I'm just wondering if anyone has actually held one of these. I like the blade shape, thickness, steel (5160), and the price isn't too shabby either. My only concern is the handle. It looks a little too big and blocky. I have pretty small paws (the handle on the Fehrman Final Judgment I used to own was a bit too big for me...its only drawback IMPO), and I would like to have a good grip if I'm swinging a 12 inch blade! Any input would be appreciated.