I trace my fascination with knives back to childhood- when communion with objects is common- and when for me, as with most of you, a knife(s) was that object.
To me, conceptually at least, 'reaching back' and snatching a bit of that youthful fascination and focus on communion with an object, seems a compelling reason behind the fascination.
With custom knives, by 'reaching back' you can help someone 'reach forward'. By fulfilling a need to revisit a younger version of myself, I can at the same time enable another person to reach into the future and pull out a knife of their own making.
That's some of the gobbledeegook psychobabble behind this for me.
Beyond all that, I am fascinated by performance and by the ability of a knife to excel due to the care and intention behind its manufacture. When I can couple my views on design characteristics with another person's seasoned experience manufacturing a knife- especially when that person shares a common outlook regarding the physicality of the knives I most like to use- then that really fuels the fire. And for me it's not about getting one better knife than the last, but filling in between the lines and developing a quiver of knives. Each one desirable for different occasions, all inevitably overlapping in certain characteristics but not every characteristic.
I have a couple of knives which were designed to be weapons, and although my ideas regarding their performance can only be supported by theory, all my other knives get regular use and maintenance and were designed as tools. I know very well the strengths and weaknesses of each, as well as some technique behind their use, specific to each knife. Some I use more than others, but I use them all. For me, there is great joy in using my knives and an almost spiritual connection. To what, I don't know. Maybe my inner caveman. I feel like maybe I'm kind of like a surfer, always on the lookout for the next wave to ride, and ready with whatever board suits that wave best. It's not so much about what the knife is, but where it can take me.
Whew! That was long winded


I'm really enjoying reading all your posts, by the way. This is some good stuff!