Are you trying not to understand?
Spark supports Bladeforums at his own expense. He appreciates others VOLUNTARILY contributing a few bucks a year to help offset the cost. To show his appreciation, he gives them a few services others don't get.
But showing up to read and reply is free to everyone. Searching is free too, but not on Bladforums' server -- it increases the load by enough that it's been partially disabled. So what? You can still use Google. I even showed you how: type in your search terms followed by site:Bladeforums. Is that too complicated for you?
You're a freeloader because you come in here twice a month on the average, by your own admission to get free information from generous knifemakers. What you don't do is show up when you don't need something, to share your stories, to give others help, to join the ongoing discussions here. You take, take, take, and want it all for free. You give nothing, not being as generous as those who help you.
Nothing is free. What you don't pay for, someone else does. All these generous guys titled KnifeMaker pay a bit more than the Basic membership. You insult them with your attitude.
Not everyone buys a higher level membership and we can understand that. We have members with families and members who are out of work. We have a lot of schoolkids onboard. They may not have a lot of personal disposable income for membership fees right now. They contribute their enthusiasm, their questions, their growing understanding, their willingness to be part of a community.
You contribute selfish whining. THAT'S freeloading.