It seems to me you're caught between two types of enjoyment from your knives, which is pretty much where I live, the first is the joy of acquisition and novelty. Getting a new knife, regardless of price, always makes me feel like a kid at christmas. I'll play with it, carry it, and generally decide it's the best knife I've ever had for at least a few days. The second satisfaction is pride in ownership. I carry my Cold Steel Voyager about the sayme amount as I do my Benchmade 710 in M390 but guess which one gets more maintenance, fondling and love? Heck, I probably use my Condors and Moras more than I use my Barkies, but the BRKT knives get a lot more attention. Neither is wrong, just have to balance which is worth more to you.