I am serious... it's not just the shock over what I spent last year on knives. My first CRK folder, a WC StarTac 'zaan, was purchased 9/2010 to commemorate my first SS retirement deposit. I initially didn't feel worthy of such a purchase... but that passed. It's a keeper. A Nyala as a Christmas 2010 gift from my wife was well received - it's a keeper, too. I knew I wouldn't be a CRK collector, however - too many other interests. Last summer found me buying a MicroTech Ultratech and Benchmade 480-1 Shoki on the same day - just a few weeks before my birthday. I got to the corner before I realized I had spent within a fast food lunch's cost of what a small plain Sebbie would cost - and turned around - and 'lucked out'. They had just gotten in a few plain small Sebbies - made in late June - S35VN.
The salesman smiled - and traded even - not even charging me the difference. The small Sebbie was/is, as expected, perfect. I ordered a clip blank for it - and got a leather CRK sheath, too. Sadly, of the several times I've carried it, it made a liar of me twice. "Let me borrow your knife!" was met twice with "I don't have one... sorry!". I lied - the plain small Sebbie was sheathed in my pocket. I didn't want to loan someone - even my b-i-l at the dinner table - my expensive knife. I really don't feel 'worthy' of such a knife. It aint 'me'. I also hate that I stooped to become a liar over it. To be blunt, maybe it's not being 'unworthy' - maybe the knife is just evil. Should I trade it in on some more Benchmades... or, gasp, sell it? Maybe I just need a good stiff drink or two? Pepsi Max will have to do...
Maybe I just need to also tote a sacrificial knife... a Buck 110! The problem is simple - I love the 'zaan - don't know why I bought the small Sebbie. Oh... last summer - a few weeks after I traded those two knives for the small Sebbie found me opening birthday goodies - and there were the two knives I had traded - my wife had them put back for her. She also let me know he gave her better prices!
Maybe I'm not a CRK-guy and two is one too many?
Stainz
The salesman smiled - and traded even - not even charging me the difference. The small Sebbie was/is, as expected, perfect. I ordered a clip blank for it - and got a leather CRK sheath, too. Sadly, of the several times I've carried it, it made a liar of me twice. "Let me borrow your knife!" was met twice with "I don't have one... sorry!". I lied - the plain small Sebbie was sheathed in my pocket. I didn't want to loan someone - even my b-i-l at the dinner table - my expensive knife. I really don't feel 'worthy' of such a knife. It aint 'me'. I also hate that I stooped to become a liar over it. To be blunt, maybe it's not being 'unworthy' - maybe the knife is just evil. Should I trade it in on some more Benchmades... or, gasp, sell it? Maybe I just need a good stiff drink or two? Pepsi Max will have to do...
Maybe I just need to also tote a sacrificial knife... a Buck 110! The problem is simple - I love the 'zaan - don't know why I bought the small Sebbie. Oh... last summer - a few weeks after I traded those two knives for the small Sebbie found me opening birthday goodies - and there were the two knives I had traded - my wife had them put back for her. She also let me know he gave her better prices!
Maybe I'm not a CRK-guy and two is one too many?
Stainz