well, back on a real computer. Contemplated chucking "smart" phone off deck, but thought better of it. I've been on FB and email long enough, perusing BF and JD, and need to get up and contribute to family life (whole bucket of fresh peppers from garden to be sliced and diced). Thank you for the prayers and well wishes, they have really been a big help in this time of need. Saw my reg doc Tuesday, will see trauma docs and my reg doc again next week. Looking for a truck again. Glad to be alive when I get cabin fever and a whoah is me attitude.