My grail for a long time was an M390 Para 2. Finally got one - and a backup - and couldn't have been happier. But I was so worried about using them that they both sat on the shelf for the longest time. I eventually got and used the hell out of a 204P Para 2, but for some reason the M390 was too pretty to use. Anyway, I was watching Game of Thrones one weekend and there was one particular scene stuck out to me (warning, GoT spoilers/animal being processed):
[video=youtube;47MazYDnmaU]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47MazYDnmaU[/video]
For whatever reason, it really struck home. While the father is lecturing his son, he hones his knife and starts working. And all the time he works he talks about the important things, the lasting things. The knife is truly a tool to him, and he shows himself to be willing to get his hands dirty despite being one of the most powerful people in the show. The metaphor his actions drew really drove home his words even more.
This got me thinking about my father, and his father, and how I shouldn't allow myself to be any different. I've got to keep my mind on the important things in life, and if something doesn't serve a purpose in it, I shouldn't concern myself with it. These are tools for me, not collectible pieces. Not that there's anything wrong with that, of course, but it's just not something I want to get into myself.
So I sold those M390 Para 2s. I sold them at cost, and haven't looked back since. I still have my base model Para 2 and likely will never be without one, but while I still pine for an M390 model once in a while, in the end I'm happier without it.
Sorry to ramble. But once in a while, something you read in a book or see in a movie really sticks with you. This was one of those times for me.