That sucks bro. I know all too well how the times are choking many of us. For years, even way before Sarah and I got married, I have always been the bread winner. I always told her, "I'll pay all the bills. You just pay for little things like your cell phone and I'll handle the rest and you use your money to have fun." It made me feel so good to be able to do that. Her family always had it rough when she was growing up and I wanted her to get to have some fun. Well in the past year, that has changed to her paying for damn near everything and me only contributing a small amount. I've tried to find another job, but there's just nothing in our area that would give me steady pay and good medical insurance. Everything out there is work that would suit a teenager just fine and couldn't possibly support a family. The insurance is the main thing for me as I have a lot of health problems and I'm constantly on medication. Without health insurance, I'd quickly be in the hole for a debt that would stay with me for the rest of my life. The owner of the company I work for is pretty cool and keeps me on with at the very least enough to cover my medical insurance. These times are definitely sucking bawls for a lot of us. We'll be praying for you and your family. Good luck brother. I hope something good comes your way soon.