If you really want to know I'm diagnosed with dystemic depression, moderate severity but unequalled persistance. I think I am in this for live, I seem to carry a faulty gene. I know take sedating antidepressants so imagine how crazy I get when stimulated *lol* I try real hard to restrain myself and it seems to work fine, I but rarely regret the overenthousiastic nature of my decisions. I much better with the right medication that suits my specific needs, a bit like knives they are *lol* No, seriously, my faceless internet image gives me the chance to be that open, in the real world I clench my jaws firmly because I realise people will write off. Thank god for adequate medication, the right kind for me that became only clear through extensive trail and error. Their is a vast array of antidepressants wich isn't actually surprising if you considder the huge demand.
I want to stress that I won't tolerate any pity an d well aware that I'm a bit crazy (call it what you want, I just think I'm well above moderate intelligence, this is often more of a liability to personal happiness because one of its side-effects is not being able to chose because you cannot stand loosing. You also quickly discover the through face of man and that is not very pretty, I do my utmost in abanding this grim way of thinking but my attempts to undermine this way of thinking are in vain. Unfortunatly, my regrettable view on man is not very optimistic.
But the only thing that matters to others that I do not considder myself to be a bad person. As a matter of fact, I really aim to please *grin* Contrary to what you might think, I will not stab anyone in the back. I do hold terrible ideas but I remain a peacefull person and try to avoid trouble if I can. I really am not such a bad sport *grin* but then again, why should you believe me...?
To best thing to do with this message is to completely ignore it and allow me the same amount of credit other people get.
I want to stress that I won't tolerate any pity an d well aware that I'm a bit crazy (call it what you want, I just think I'm well above moderate intelligence, this is often more of a liability to personal happiness because one of its side-effects is not being able to chose because you cannot stand loosing. You also quickly discover the through face of man and that is not very pretty, I do my utmost in abanding this grim way of thinking but my attempts to undermine this way of thinking are in vain. Unfortunatly, my regrettable view on man is not very optimistic.
But the only thing that matters to others that I do not considder myself to be a bad person. As a matter of fact, I really aim to please *grin* Contrary to what you might think, I will not stab anyone in the back. I do hold terrible ideas but I remain a peacefull person and try to avoid trouble if I can. I really am not such a bad sport *grin* but then again, why should you believe me...?
To best thing to do with this message is to completely ignore it and allow me the same amount of credit other people get.