It sounds like you want to be talked in to buying a Grip. Look, no matter what anyone says about polymers, strength and whatever tgreat things they think about the Grip. The bottom line is that YOU held it, and YOU did not like the feel. Don't buy it, because nothing that is said will change how it feels in YOUR hand. If you really want to try Benchmade and want to stay at or around $100 there are a few other choices starting with the H&K 14715 wich was mentioned earlier. People have been comparing it's design to Emerson. Also check out the 525 Mini Presidio. Aluminum scales and steel liners. after those your pretty much looking at a price bump to around $130.