In Memory of "Marbles" ( my heart is broken)

Karda

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When my wife and i finally got our house and lived together instead of separately. We just had my two dogs with no intentions of getting more. We had had the long talk about her not caring to get another dog since her childhood buddy "moosh" and the fact we didnt need another mouth to feed until my dear old cassidy had passed on.

My wife was still working at the pet store and that was where it all started.
She came home from work as usual one day and i came out to greet her and help carry stuff in as i often do.
In her arms was this googly eyed pointy nosed and headed gangly looking dachsund puppy.
With tears in her eyes and hugging this funny looking thing up, she tells me she just couldnt resist and had to have this little guy. I'm thinking to myself, what the heck kinda animal is this thing. Looks like a factory reject.
Not wanting to fight or hurt feelings...i conceded that we could make room for him and keep this pup, cuz i just couldnt see anyone else wanting such a funny looking pedigreed dachsund.

So we started to try to name him. Both of us were trying names on each other and we couldnt agree on a name. I commented that after all that talk about not getting another dog, that i'd thought she lost her marbles......

And it stuck.

As he grew he learned communicate with us thru funny little barks and groans. Since he was so pointy and gangly i used to call him "bonehead"...which got convoluted somehow to "groany boney" and then just "boney".
When boney was about a year old, we ended up getting another dach whom we named "Beaner Wiener", now just "Bean". We got him for our son in Fla., but he soon grew too big to make the flight and we just ended up keeping him.

Little did we know that our beloved "boney" was born with a congenital defect in his spine and it would only worsen over time. He would've had to live a perfectly sedentary life in order to grow to old age.

Almost a year ago we had the first real problems with his spine. It had degenerated and a couple disks were leaking. About 12 weeks later after much meds and cage rest he seemed to come around and get better.
We stiil tried to keep him from hard running and such, but that is almost an impossible task with a boy dog who loves to run and play.
http://www.bladeforums.com/forums/showthread.php/805365-A-little-smoke-please....?highlight=marbles

He started to have problems again last week and we thought he was in some pain again. A little medication seemed to help but not as much as it did before. His condition seemed to be getting worse so we rushed him to his doctors at Cornell Vet Hospital. They gave him some more meds and ordered cage rest.
That night he seemed to be in pain and could not rest, so in the morning he was rushed back to the hospital where he was again check all out and it was determined that several vertibrae had finally ruptured. necessitating surgery.

The doc's told us of the possibility of him having a fatal seizure because of all this, but we were optimistic.


As they were prepping my little boy for surgery yesterday, that is exactly what happened.
He passed on quickly and quietly and was gone....

My heart is broken now, and i and the wife are struggling teary eyed messes.
You never know how much you love someone until that big awful hole appears in your heart and life.
I miss almost every little thing about that funny looking bundle of fur and i can't yet see how to repair the immense hole he's left. He was only six years old but in that time he had shown me exactly the meaning of unconditional love. I think i will forever miss him.

If you wish to help me honor the memory of my dearest little friend and companion. Please consider donating a little cash or labor or just some time to help your local ASPCA, Shelter or Sanctuary. Most days these organization can use the help and i'm sure the animals that are in their care do appreciate every kindness that you can give.



I'll be lurking around here for the most part. But i'm struggling somtimes just to keep from being depressed.
I may not participate unless it's necessary. I need time to think, get my head straight and heal.
If anyone really needs anything , they are always welcome to contact me by PM or Email.
 

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So sorry Karda.We are cat people and have experienced the passing of our beloved pals with the pain and loss.Hang in there buddy.
 
Smoke and prayers for you, Karda. Marbles waits at the Rainbow Bridge:)
 
I think the best thing you could do is in a few weeks when the pain eases a little is go to your local dog kennels and re-home a dog that has had a crap life.
It will certainly not replace marbles (nothing will) but it will make you feel better knowing that your going to provide a good, loving home to a dog that may never of had one.
Also your other dog could use a buddy.
 
Karda, thanks for letting us know. My belief is that he left that broken little body and now lives in our memories, if not elsewhere. Smoke and prayers for the necessary healing.
 
Prayers and smoke on the way. The love of my life is a Dachshund and I can't imagine life without her.
 
I am glad i got to meet him -- he is a great little guy and has a lot of personality -- i sent a message out to from my friends who where trying to help out from our effort before so prayes are come from all over -- several of my animal rescue friends feel as if they knew him even though they had not met
 
Smoke and prayers Karda. I know how hard it is to lose a friend like this. Some of them really get into your heart and make a place there.

All the best to you and your wife.


Norm
 
having had a similar loss last year, i know what you are going thru. you have my full sympathies. you will never forget, but the pain does get better, i think. i am blubbering as i type this remembering my greyhound boy Blue as well as your marbles...
 
Thank you my friends !!!
I must be doing a small bit better. The wife and i both kept bursting into tears yesterday. Today i didnt wake up and cry, yet.... I've added a couple more pics. May add more as i come across them.

He was as close to a 4 legged people as i've ever seen. He would try to talk to me all the time, tell on me or scold me. He loved to herd things.....anything that was out of place or not as he felt it should be, you'd know about it.
You guys are right, sometime our animals fill our hearts and souls so completely that we don't realise how big a part of us they really are until they arent by our side anymore. Marble was one of those character in your life that makes your heart swell 10 sizes too big, just because he's in it. he may have been a small dog, but he was a giant to me.

I'm convinced that his time was limited from the get go. He lived his short life to the fullest and gave himself completely.
He would've never enjoyed a sedentary life with no running or chasing his his baby (stuffed toy duck). it was hard enough to keep him as settled as we were able to.

The real hell of it is right now is that my wifes birthday is in two days....and i sit here knowing that theres nothing i can give her that will make her as happy as this sweet little weinerhead did.....and that the holidays are almost here and none of us is anywhere near a holiday spirit now. It is too close to get another dog right now, even for me. It took years and a funny face for the wife to get marbles. I don't know if she can bear doing it again. I would like to get a rescue dachsund or something so that we can give another soul who needs a good home, some respite and a nice life for once. Maybe it will come in time.

Some people say they are our angels. I wanna grow up to be a/all dogs angel when i die.
I can think of no better honor.
 
I feel for you and your wife, it is amazing how much these little animals mean to us. Best wishes from north of the border
 
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