"I took a teaching job to get out of that life." - sixgunner455
Excellent choice, sixgunner. For those who have lived the kind of life discussed here, a saying from an old movie about the special operations/clandestine service life comes to mind:
First man: "We've missed out on a lot of things with our families in our life...our chosen career."
Second man: "No, you're wrong, my friend...we've missed out on everything!"