I practiced on a bunch of old knives and junk steel and got the hang of it pretty fast. You're probably going to ruin a knife sometime in your knifemaking journey.c It's just part of it. I've had some heartbreaks, but the knowledge and the confidence the mess ups gave me is worth more to me than any finished knife. Practice on some scrap, butter knives, old junk kitchen knives, and you will soon get a feel for it. There's nothing more frustrating for me than to trunfinished edge, half a dimes thickness to a stone of any kind. I ruin knives and get less than satisfactory results much faster that way. I'd rather spend literally 3 seconds and get a clean professional result that's sharp as a razor.