on_the_edge
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OP, everyone here has pretty much confirmed what you said yourself, that your fear is irrational. What I'd like to know is what are you going to do about it at this point? Therapy, meds, avoid using your knives, not buying knives you "think" may wear out, something else, or a combination of the these things? I am not judging you. You own your things. They are not supposed to own you, ever. Take reasonable care of what possessions you have, use them as intended, and don't lament wear and tear or worry about them breaking. Trust me when I say "baby steps" and it will get easier in time.
@ T., you've got some great oldies there!
@ T., you've got some great oldies there!