I am with you O-1. I feeeeel your vibe. To me, duplicating a knif , that is making near exact multiples of a pattern is a great feat of skill, but for my personal work I usually work with a *general* idea of what I want. They do not always come from the forge exactly as i intended. and these are the blades I use to explore a bit further, a different profile, a different proportion, grind, etc. It becomes a process of discovery. Some of the most sucessful blades start as clunkers because i did not discard them, but went somewhere else with 'em. Efficient? probably not. do i grow a little with the experience? Yes.