Ok after I finally bought a higher quality knife I realized what I was missing instantly. However I still find myself drawn toward the same fantasy style. It wasn't until I looked at the 20 or so what I call better quality knives (kershaw, crkt etc) that I realized my knives had a sort of fantasy look. Now let me mention that none of my knives cost more than $40. That's the best quality I can afford right now. I thought that you had to buy the higher priced knives but even as I looked at some of them I realized that some of them didn't appeal to me. So that is when I thought to myself. You don't need to spend a lot to be happy with your knife. I will never return to the cheap knock offs but I don't have to spend $100 to be excited about getting a new knife. Life is much easier now and I'm happy with all my new knives.