DannyinJapan said:
I'd like to say that I know what you are referring to when you say "time dialation," but to my knowledge this is not a part of the teachings.
Sensei does not move quickly nor does he move with power.
He does not need to. Because he can see/feel the future of his attackers' intentions and movements, he can move slowly and minimally into the optimal place of safety.
This might be hard to take, but in ninjutsu, we avoid speed and power whenever possible. There is a saying in our schools "The immovable heart of fudo."
This is a goal we strive to attain, this immovable heart.
It is a heart that never speeds up nor slows down no matter what happens.
No adrenaline...
Danny,
I might have written your words myself 20 years ago. The calm-unperturbed mind was then my ideal. Many times I puzzled my martial arts peers and teachers by telling them that strength and speed, and even technique, were not the things I was working towards.
I remember a couple of incidents during my early aikido studies. In the first, I was walking along a road at night and a carful of young toughs yelled some obsenities at me as they passed. I got an adrenaline dump and my heart started pounding. I viewed that as a failure in myself to maintain calm.
In another incident I had been meditating in a city park at night. I was walking out of the park after midnight, wrapped in my blanket, when three young men approached. One said, "There he is, let's get him" and they all began running towards me. On that occasion I simply opened up my arms, expanding my blanket like Dracula's cape in the night, and waited calmly for them. They stopped dead in their tracks, and then turned and ran away. My heart beat never elevated and I considered that a success.
It may be that I have become delusional with the passage of the years, but I no longer believe that the harmony I have been looking for for so long must always be expressed as calm. It is easy to see the harmony in a placid lake reflecting the moonlight, a little more difficult to see it in the turbulent rapids of water coursing over and swirling around rocks. It is not in the nature of water when traversing the rapids to reflect the moon in the same manner it did in the lake. The reflections are still there, but they are much smaller. Sparkles almost.
I no longer view the adrenaline dump as a failure. In recent years I have found the flow, the stillness inside the motion, in that state. It is a natural part of our bodies that has evolved for a purpose. I am no longer trying to resist or trancend it, but now rather I recognize it as a very valuable gift and a valued and honored part of who I am.
It is important to use the state correctly though. Improperly channeled, it will lead to panic, confusion, or freezing.
Talk to your sensei about it.
He may tell you I'm foolish and full of $#!^, but then I know that already.
