I lost, (or so I thought) my brand new BM Mini Reflex about 15 years ago went crazy lookin for it for years, never really have up, every time I walked the trail in my yard where I thought I lost it is look after about 5 years I stopped really looking and wouldn't ya know it, I found it when I want looking and no where near where I thought I lost it.
Turned out when we first moved into the new house we built, while bringing boxes down to the basement for storage apparently I had to cut some you're to deal a box, when I finished I had put the knife on top of the box and without realizing it out another box on top.
It wasn't until we had a flood because of one of the hurricanes when I had to go into the basement and clean up the wet boxes that I found it.
Hope ya find it, I still constantly check my pocket for my small 21 if it's missing more a few moments in backtracking, lookin's it. One thing I've done that works out quite well, I have a length of para cord around my neck and I'll clip the Sebenza to the cord and let it hang like a necker.
This allows me to tuck it under my shirt and still gives my easy access from under our through the neck hole.
The small 21 is really comfortable and is basically invisible under the shirt...