Heya Yvsa,
Can't blame you for the sentiment. That's also the same reason I never applied for a concealed carry permit here in Alaska- And ours is (was) alot less demanding. As I recall, you had to take a one day class, qualify, and show that you're not a felon and haven't had any restraining orders, domestic violence charges, etc. As far as what you could carry, it depended on the bore size of the weapon you qualified with. for example, if you qualified with a .32 auto, you could only carry that size or smaller, but if you qualified with a .45 acp in wheelgun, and auto configurations, you could carry anything you wanted. Of course there were other little idiosyncracies and glitches along the way, but thankfully none of them ever became a big deal in courts or anything.
But...that's all gone now, it's legal without a permit due to the fact that a couple of crafty politicians noted that a person could walk around with a .44 mag carried openly all day and be legal, but then be illegal if they put a flanel shirt on that covered it.
Kinda funny looking back at myself though. Didn't want the gummint prying into my business for the permit, even though I already had a stack of yellow sheets thicker than the NYC yellow pages....
Way I see it is an honest law abiding citizen should be able to carry whatever the heck they want when ever the heck they want without filling out umpteen pages of government required brainteasers. It's supposed to be a RIGHT, not a priviledge.
Anyhoo, best of luck to ya' whatever you decide.