If you want to give this knife away, please do count me in. But let me help "pay" for it by heping you along in your sober living. I have a friend who is a brewmaster by trade, like myself. He has decided to not drink anymore for a good number of reasons. I respect this guy more than almost anyone else in my circle of friends. If I happen to win this awesome knife, I would only receive it under the knowledge that I could help you if you need it someday. Good for you, man! The road is long and winding... But you've got a good, fresh start on life. Stay strong and keep working at it. You CAN beat this!
Be Well,
Jeremy