I like what you did with the knife. Staging a GAW was a great solution.
When I put a lot of work into something and it works out poorly at the last minute I am the same way. I don't want to look at it anymore. This way, someone who will enjoy the knife and the mod will have it. Kudos sir!
I will share a "policy" we have at work. If you screw something up, royally or otherwise, you are allowed 1/2 hour to be very angry, make noise, whatever. Then, it never happened.
That knife will not be perfect, but it will be just fine.
Again, kudos.