DannyinJapan said:OVer here in japan, everything that happens in the world is a joke. a far away dreamland that has nothing to do with the japanese...today for some reason, i got pretty damned upset about the beheading...at lunchtime, i got really angry and then i cried a little.
I didnt even know the guy.
I watched the video yesterday for the first time. I was quite hesitant to do so but in the end I watched it.
Like Danny, I too cried after watching the video. Unlike Danny, I didn't cry over the death of the man per se (though that WAS part of it).
While watching the video and listening to the men, years of frustration boiled over in me and the tears started flowing.
I have spent the better part of the last 6 years researching, studying, analysing, critiquing and most important of all, feeling, Arabic and Islamic culture, society and politics. As an Arabic person I have felt it necessary to explore my own culture, to discover it's potentials and in some way, to help reinvigorate it. To bring to light the real potential of the Arabic world.
I can say, with all honesty and sincerity that almost everyday for the last 6 years, I have discovered some new and refreshing insight about my culture and 'my people'. Yesterday was the first time in my life when I felt that all of my discoveries were in vain.
Up until now, I have always felt that, given time, I could make a difference. Even a small difference. Watching these men recite the name of God as a form of hypnotism in order to absolve themselves of personal responsibility sickened me, disgusted me and has left me...broken.
Danny, I am sure that you will understand this point. Through our budo, our teachers have always stress the importance of going beyond the apparent form of what is presented. The most important thing is to find the essence through personal knowledge/experience. One cannot simply copy truth. One has to experience it.
Having experienced a multitude of glimpses at the 'truth of potential' within Arabic culture, I am literally gutted about this video and what these men have done. I do not know what else to say that others have not already said.
By sharing and demonstrating what I have learned, I have always felt that I could be a force for 'good'. This incident made me realise that for every point that I refute or try to educate people on, there will always be the mass media influencing peoples ability to critique intelligently. I feel lost as a result. I once read somewhere that all the spiritual understanding in the world is no match against a missile strike...
I cried because the world will now see this video and will, for all intents and purposes, associate everything Arabic with these people. Given the US's vastly more sophisticated global communications capability, this negative image will become the global standard (if it hasn't yet already become so) for what the Arab world represents.
I cried because these...fools...

I cried because people will absorb the image of Arabic and Islam thorugh these 'men'.
I cried because I personally cannot compete with this.
I cried at the stupidity of man and I cried at my own stupidity for thinking that I could change it...sigh...
Sleiman Azizi
PS: By the way, I am not a Muslim...