I have a problem balancing dispassion, overreaction and fear, and later hate.
Hurting people is unnatural. But there are times when you have to be prepared to do that. You need to be mentally prepared to do so, and already have made plans, as upsetting as it may be to think about the kind of things that entails.
Black and White, Shoot/Don't Shoot, is easy. But what if, like happened to Matt, it isn't a narcoterrorist Charlie Manson but another person? Screwed up, drunk, abreacting to medication? Even a blow to a leg that breaks it and immobilizes the threat feel obscene to consider.
It's hard for me to deal with the part of myself that can do those things, even out of neccessity. Rather than accepting that part of me it's easier to hate the person who "made me do it". But like the old saying, hating someone is like drinking a glass of poison and waiting for your enemy to die from it.
For that matter, there's the saw about "it's easier to convince a jury that you didn't shoot him too many times than it is to convince him you didn't cut him too much. So what happens if you use a deadly weapon for a less lethal blow?
It isn't so much fun, but shouldn't we be at least be giving lip service to other forums if any that deal with better locks, escape routes, safe rooms, etc?
End of diarrhea of the mouth, I hope. At least we have now progressed to a flaming folder. Maybe we'll be on Page 15 of this topic and thread No. 5 and still going when Bill and Yangdu get back.
Should we have Bill bring back HI Boar spears and halberd's with him?
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Ma'am, I DID NOT call you an unfit mother.
The judge did that in this court order.